[S2 - Day 8]
Sub is digging deep. The first time I research about government and political things, and see many things behind the curtain. I always avoided this kind of things before, it sounded bored. But now I must look into it. Feel like a chaos. I understand why people here have complained about this. I have always believed in it. But now many lies unfold. Quite shock. Now, the belief of pp in government is so low. I don't know what said here violate some rule or not. My country is in danger, as a different country is secretly attacking us. Whole picture is clearer. My mind is showing proofs and telling to stop what i am doing. It tells me "what ever you try, you can't change anything, things you build, it will be lost. Look!". I ask my father and related men in family, and the things they said, I can feel what I think is right.
Just book a room for five days in a small province. It has good weather, and quiet. Seem a place that resonate with me. I want to see if I can live there for long term. Friends and family tell me that's not a wise choice, that only retired pp go there, and it's no chance for work or money. But who knows. If it seems not bright, I will look for another country.
Sub is digging deep. The first time I research about government and political things, and see many things behind the curtain. I always avoided this kind of things before, it sounded bored. But now I must look into it. Feel like a chaos. I understand why people here have complained about this. I have always believed in it. But now many lies unfold. Quite shock. Now, the belief of pp in government is so low. I don't know what said here violate some rule or not. My country is in danger, as a different country is secretly attacking us. Whole picture is clearer. My mind is showing proofs and telling to stop what i am doing. It tells me "what ever you try, you can't change anything, things you build, it will be lost. Look!". I ask my father and related men in family, and the things they said, I can feel what I think is right.
Just book a room for five days in a small province. It has good weather, and quiet. Seem a place that resonate with me. I want to see if I can live there for long term. Friends and family tell me that's not a wise choice, that only retired pp go there, and it's no chance for work or money. But who knows. If it seems not bright, I will look for another country.
