06-02-2015, 05:49 AM
Thanks for the comments QuantumEnthusiast! Diet-wise I've never really been good on that front haha. The celery was more for testing the idea of the androstenol it contains. Yeah I figured everything that was coming up was being dredged up by the subs. Which is a good thing, because it can no longer run the show invisibly.
I guess I was worried that I needed to 'do' something with the emotions other than just be with them and let them run their course.
Today was quite bad. I was in a foul mood for quite a while. Swearing to myself about lots of different things. I actually feel much more light headed tonight which is good![Smile Smile](https://subliminal-talk.com/images/smilies/smile.gif)
I'm also going to cut my listening time back. I'm right on the cusp of maximum time although it doesn't feel that way. Average 20 hours a day. I've downloaded 20-30 podcasts that I want to listen to at work so I'm going to aim to spend 2 hours at work listening to them and the rest on the subs. I think my count might be off a bit because I go out with friends on Saturday nights so lose 8 hours of listening time, but it's still high regardless.
The online girl has gone completely silent on me for some reason. So today, in my foul dark mood, I stormed and brewed in my head about it. Then all of a sudden about an hour ago I had this thought. I should ask her if she's annoyed with me. I doubt she is, but maybe she is and I can either fix things or learn something.
Does anyone have any suggestions on how to remember anything from my dreams? When I first used the subs I could remember my dreams. Now I have this 'feeling' of dreams that maybe involve heroism or protecting people or something along those lines.
Got some great podcasts and blogs to go through now.
I guess I was worried that I needed to 'do' something with the emotions other than just be with them and let them run their course.
Today was quite bad. I was in a foul mood for quite a while. Swearing to myself about lots of different things. I actually feel much more light headed tonight which is good
![Smile Smile](https://subliminal-talk.com/images/smilies/smile.gif)
I'm also going to cut my listening time back. I'm right on the cusp of maximum time although it doesn't feel that way. Average 20 hours a day. I've downloaded 20-30 podcasts that I want to listen to at work so I'm going to aim to spend 2 hours at work listening to them and the rest on the subs. I think my count might be off a bit because I go out with friends on Saturday nights so lose 8 hours of listening time, but it's still high regardless.
The online girl has gone completely silent on me for some reason. So today, in my foul dark mood, I stormed and brewed in my head about it. Then all of a sudden about an hour ago I had this thought. I should ask her if she's annoyed with me. I doubt she is, but maybe she is and I can either fix things or learn something.
Does anyone have any suggestions on how to remember anything from my dreams? When I first used the subs I could remember my dreams. Now I have this 'feeling' of dreams that maybe involve heroism or protecting people or something along those lines.
Got some great podcasts and blogs to go through now.