Today was interesting. Still reeling a bit from the negative sh*t in my head. Pretty sure it's related to the Qi Gong but the sub could be causing some of it as well. Thinking of doing my Qi gong again tonight to see if the same thing happens tomorrow. Today is more of a mellow frustration. Like I type a little harder, my movements are a little sharper, etc.
The girl I was messagin is taking longer to reply and now I'm getting irritated with her.
I bought some celery yesterday while at work. Was on sale so worked out well. Chewed on a stalk before heading to the bus. Didn't notice anything out of the ordinary, although I think one or two girls glanced at me as I was walking to the bus. Actually one definitely did but she didn't show any obvious sign of interest other than looking at me a little longer than normal. The key though was I 'felt' attractive which is probably a placebo but it does the trick. Also read that qi gong apparently increases testosterone in the body. Another reason to continue the practices.
Actually, in the morning there was a seat beside me. A reasonably attractive women got on the bus, looked at me for a little longer than normal. There was a seat in front of me next to this older guy and she waited for the person in front of her to move along and sat next to me. I didn't say anything as I don't like striking up conversations in the morning. Plus she may have been uncomfortable sitting next to the older guy.
This one girl came down to fix something on my PC. We had a good chat, and she seemed suddenly fascinated with my phone. When it buzzed, I commented that it wasn't important as the light wasn't green and she wanted to know what all the different light colours meant haha.
Weird, I still can't recall any dreams. I get 'feelings' of a dream, like I know there was a dream but nothing to recall.
I'm also doing visualisations throughout the day. Sometimes it'll be 30 seconds long, sometimes 1-2 minutes. Sometimes longer. I visualise when I'm in bed at night and when I get up in the morning. If I see a cute girl get on the bus I visualise something happening between us. I try to do it for different situations so my mind get a more broader set of reference points.
The girl I was messagin is taking longer to reply and now I'm getting irritated with her.
I bought some celery yesterday while at work. Was on sale so worked out well. Chewed on a stalk before heading to the bus. Didn't notice anything out of the ordinary, although I think one or two girls glanced at me as I was walking to the bus. Actually one definitely did but she didn't show any obvious sign of interest other than looking at me a little longer than normal. The key though was I 'felt' attractive which is probably a placebo but it does the trick. Also read that qi gong apparently increases testosterone in the body. Another reason to continue the practices.
Actually, in the morning there was a seat beside me. A reasonably attractive women got on the bus, looked at me for a little longer than normal. There was a seat in front of me next to this older guy and she waited for the person in front of her to move along and sat next to me. I didn't say anything as I don't like striking up conversations in the morning. Plus she may have been uncomfortable sitting next to the older guy.
This one girl came down to fix something on my PC. We had a good chat, and she seemed suddenly fascinated with my phone. When it buzzed, I commented that it wasn't important as the light wasn't green and she wanted to know what all the different light colours meant haha.
Weird, I still can't recall any dreams. I get 'feelings' of a dream, like I know there was a dream but nothing to recall.
I'm also doing visualisations throughout the day. Sometimes it'll be 30 seconds long, sometimes 1-2 minutes. Sometimes longer. I visualise when I'm in bed at night and when I get up in the morning. If I see a cute girl get on the bus I visualise something happening between us. I try to do it for different situations so my mind get a more broader set of reference points.
