05-28-2015, 04:19 AM
I noticed today that I was a bit agitated. I've been looking for a routine, or even just some practices to cultivate sexual energy/presence. Stuff like qi gong for instance. Nothing seems to discuss the way to achieve this, or what actually causes it. I've found some practices and one I did I'm pretty sure awoke my sexual energy so I plan to do it again today.
I decided to be a bit more playful in some opening message to girls on dating sites. No replies from the ones that have been opened but also they haven't been deleted or responded badly. Also saw a girl I've met socially on the site. Clicked the want to meet button. Felt a small tremor of hesitation and a thought of 'what if she's awkward when she sees me next time'. Then clicked it anyway.
I decided to be a bit more playful in some opening message to girls on dating sites. No replies from the ones that have been opened but also they haven't been deleted or responded badly. Also saw a girl I've met socially on the site. Clicked the want to meet button. Felt a small tremor of hesitation and a thought of 'what if she's awkward when she sees me next time'. Then clicked it anyway.
