05-22-2015, 07:08 PM
Hey XyzN, thanks for that. I guess because I read about everyone's changes and external validation that I was expecting something like that. Although I feel like I am getting some of them. Annoyed though because I'm still sick and want to head out with some friends today. Plus there's a girl waiting for me to get better so I can take her out.
Last night I had the weirdest dream. I have trouble remembering dreams well, but I recall jumping off a bus early by accident and exploring the local area. I seem to have an idea of it being the same name as town/s near me but it also feels vaguely familiar like I recall a dream from years ago but all I recall was being in what seemed like a new town shopping for something? I've never recalled that dream before.
Anyway, I'm lost and I somehow accidentally walk through someones house and find I'm in their backyard so I backtrack through the house avoiding the female owner and find myself on a dirt path. Follow it looking inside this very rundown shack with rusted metal chairs. There was a name but I can't recall but I remember it being for some kind of event, personal growth related I think, and mentally noting to cross it off my list and thinking that at least I gained some value from finding myself in this place. I follow this path and I think I got lost some more then found an alley that led into a massive shopping area. The alley led to a place called Salsa STreet or Salsa Town or something like that (place where i came from). I recall going into a shop that looked cool. Was a stationery shop. Remember seeing some little stub-type book for $50, and some massive weirdly shaped pen for $40 and thinking this place was really expensive and walked out. I also remember seeing a guy who I apparently knew in the dream and this girl who I knew, we smiled at each other. There was something about her. I definitely had feelings for her but she was the girlfriend of the guy I knew.
No idea what any of that crazy adventure meant. I'm guessing my mind is trying on the subs and so because my mind is no longer in complete control the dream represents that?
So, with all these weird dreams, if we can't make sense of them, do they still have some use? Is the dream the minds way of consolidating the learnings from the subs? I'm noticing my dreams aren't necessarily having me act differently or be alpha. I think there might be a general theme of transition though.
Other than the dreams I'm not noticing anything major although I'm still not at 100% mental capacity. I'm hoping it will help me sleep longer. For as long as I can remember I have always woken up an hour before my alarm but then very easily go back to sleep. Even if I set the alarm an hour earlier I'll wake up before it.
XyzN, it's great to know that I won't necessarily have any major shifts in Stage 1. I keep thinking I've got the volume wrong on the subs and then testing it. But frequensee shows that it's set well.
Currently on about 16 hours a day.
Last night I had the weirdest dream. I have trouble remembering dreams well, but I recall jumping off a bus early by accident and exploring the local area. I seem to have an idea of it being the same name as town/s near me but it also feels vaguely familiar like I recall a dream from years ago but all I recall was being in what seemed like a new town shopping for something? I've never recalled that dream before.
Anyway, I'm lost and I somehow accidentally walk through someones house and find I'm in their backyard so I backtrack through the house avoiding the female owner and find myself on a dirt path. Follow it looking inside this very rundown shack with rusted metal chairs. There was a name but I can't recall but I remember it being for some kind of event, personal growth related I think, and mentally noting to cross it off my list and thinking that at least I gained some value from finding myself in this place. I follow this path and I think I got lost some more then found an alley that led into a massive shopping area. The alley led to a place called Salsa STreet or Salsa Town or something like that (place where i came from). I recall going into a shop that looked cool. Was a stationery shop. Remember seeing some little stub-type book for $50, and some massive weirdly shaped pen for $40 and thinking this place was really expensive and walked out. I also remember seeing a guy who I apparently knew in the dream and this girl who I knew, we smiled at each other. There was something about her. I definitely had feelings for her but she was the girlfriend of the guy I knew.
No idea what any of that crazy adventure meant. I'm guessing my mind is trying on the subs and so because my mind is no longer in complete control the dream represents that?
So, with all these weird dreams, if we can't make sense of them, do they still have some use? Is the dream the minds way of consolidating the learnings from the subs? I'm noticing my dreams aren't necessarily having me act differently or be alpha. I think there might be a general theme of transition though.
Other than the dreams I'm not noticing anything major although I'm still not at 100% mental capacity. I'm hoping it will help me sleep longer. For as long as I can remember I have always woken up an hour before my alarm but then very easily go back to sleep. Even if I set the alarm an hour earlier I'll wake up before it.
XyzN, it's great to know that I won't necessarily have any major shifts in Stage 1. I keep thinking I've got the volume wrong on the subs and then testing it. But frequensee shows that it's set well.
Currently on about 16 hours a day.
