05-27-2015, 10:33 AM
stage 5 day 14
went through a little depression. my truck is down for the count, and i'm done putting money into it. that's going to set me back on moving out in july, so now I have to stay at the nut hut a little longer. but maybe it's what needs to happen, for my sanity and safety's sake lol.
yesterday, A2 (a super hot 9) told me: "you're one of my favorite people here. No, you're my favorite person at this place". out of nowhere. she's super hot and I see guys always trying to get with her lol. i guess i'm different than everyone else?
There was an extra intense thunderstorm 2 nights ago, and I texted my ex fiance (the one I talked about before) "look outside". she responded "that's exactly what I was thinking"
5 years ago, we went for a walk outside and saw purple skies with lots of lightning and I referenced that moment when I told her to look outside. That sparked a "we need to get together soon" on her part.
I don't know what else to write on here. I'm not gonna lie, I've been feeling a lack of desire to keep coming here. I like the site and all, but I just don't feel like writing, nor do I feel like thinking about what the sub is doing for me as much as I did before. I must be getting out of my own way !
went through a little depression. my truck is down for the count, and i'm done putting money into it. that's going to set me back on moving out in july, so now I have to stay at the nut hut a little longer. but maybe it's what needs to happen, for my sanity and safety's sake lol.
yesterday, A2 (a super hot 9) told me: "you're one of my favorite people here. No, you're my favorite person at this place". out of nowhere. she's super hot and I see guys always trying to get with her lol. i guess i'm different than everyone else?
There was an extra intense thunderstorm 2 nights ago, and I texted my ex fiance (the one I talked about before) "look outside". she responded "that's exactly what I was thinking"
5 years ago, we went for a walk outside and saw purple skies with lots of lightning and I referenced that moment when I told her to look outside. That sparked a "we need to get together soon" on her part.
I don't know what else to write on here. I'm not gonna lie, I've been feeling a lack of desire to keep coming here. I like the site and all, but I just don't feel like writing, nor do I feel like thinking about what the sub is doing for me as much as I did before. I must be getting out of my own way !
