05-09-2015, 09:30 PM
3 more days left of stage 4.
getting more comments relating to people looking up to me, being inspirational, and having an even keel with myself.
On the inside, i can tell i'm preparing to hit the next level in terms of money/vocation. i'm emotionally getting ready to take the entrepreneur plunge, while considering a career change as my 9 to 5 to help pay bills. i talked to a 14 year old kid today after the meeting, who said he had only been getting high for 6 months, but he saw his life going down hill so he went to the meeting. spent some time talking to him, getting his story, and felt a strong sense of purpose in working with adolescents struggling with addiction.
it freaking warms my heart, like for REAL. I wish I had seen where I would have ended up in life if I stopped drinking and drugging at 17 when I caught my first felony. But instead of beating myself up for my own mistakes, I can at least contribute a hope for living to kids who may not have positive direction their life.
transcendant alpha is arriving.
getting more comments relating to people looking up to me, being inspirational, and having an even keel with myself.
On the inside, i can tell i'm preparing to hit the next level in terms of money/vocation. i'm emotionally getting ready to take the entrepreneur plunge, while considering a career change as my 9 to 5 to help pay bills. i talked to a 14 year old kid today after the meeting, who said he had only been getting high for 6 months, but he saw his life going down hill so he went to the meeting. spent some time talking to him, getting his story, and felt a strong sense of purpose in working with adolescents struggling with addiction.
it freaking warms my heart, like for REAL. I wish I had seen where I would have ended up in life if I stopped drinking and drugging at 17 when I caught my first felony. But instead of beating myself up for my own mistakes, I can at least contribute a hope for living to kids who may not have positive direction their life.
transcendant alpha is arriving.
