stage 4 day 1
started listening to stage 4 last night. I immediately noticed a bit of resistance; there were some negative self talk about the way I act. I don't really remember the details about what i was thinking about, though.
I don't really remember my dream too much last night but I know I did dream.
This morning I woke up, immediately thinking out the whole scenario how I was going to ask out this girl I know, whom I've mentioned in this journal many times. I would go up to her, ask her "when are we going out on a date?" The response I pictured her saying was "I have a boyfriend" lol but in my head I said "I didn't ask if you had a boyfriend"
Very direct, which is completely uncharacteristic of my normal thinking! Especially considering that it was fresh after waking up, I was still half asleep!
I'm hypothesizing that stage 3 was bringing my emotions and thinking to a stable state, after looking back on how stage 3 affected me. Most likely a pre requisite for the ramping up of the rest of the alpha training set.
Woot woot, excited to see what this brings!
update
before the meeting for arranging a conference in Houston, the girl I was talking about above walked into the room, walked directly to me, grabbed my head, and planted a kiss on my cheek. lol. and then sent me the following text messages
Her: 2:02 pm
"what's 86 percent of 274?"
"I can't do math"
Me: 2:03 pm
235.64
Her: 2:03 pm
"Love u! Thank u"
Her: 2:16 pm
"Love my subbie!"
"<3"
Me: 2:16 pm
"Love!"
"
"
Her: 2:18 pm
" always"
Thank you John Alexander, and THANK YOU Shannon! "Assuming attraction" has been working wonders, and AM6 is certainly, without a doubt increasing my value in others' eye, and even moreso increasing my value to myself.
started listening to stage 4 last night. I immediately noticed a bit of resistance; there were some negative self talk about the way I act. I don't really remember the details about what i was thinking about, though.
I don't really remember my dream too much last night but I know I did dream.
This morning I woke up, immediately thinking out the whole scenario how I was going to ask out this girl I know, whom I've mentioned in this journal many times. I would go up to her, ask her "when are we going out on a date?" The response I pictured her saying was "I have a boyfriend" lol but in my head I said "I didn't ask if you had a boyfriend"
Very direct, which is completely uncharacteristic of my normal thinking! Especially considering that it was fresh after waking up, I was still half asleep!
I'm hypothesizing that stage 3 was bringing my emotions and thinking to a stable state, after looking back on how stage 3 affected me. Most likely a pre requisite for the ramping up of the rest of the alpha training set.
Woot woot, excited to see what this brings!
update
before the meeting for arranging a conference in Houston, the girl I was talking about above walked into the room, walked directly to me, grabbed my head, and planted a kiss on my cheek. lol. and then sent me the following text messages
Her: 2:02 pm
"what's 86 percent of 274?"
"I can't do math"
Me: 2:03 pm
235.64
Her: 2:03 pm
"Love u! Thank u"
Her: 2:16 pm
"Love my subbie!"
"<3"
Me: 2:16 pm
"Love!"
"
"Her: 2:18 pm
"
always"Thank you John Alexander, and THANK YOU Shannon! "Assuming attraction" has been working wonders, and AM6 is certainly, without a doubt increasing my value in others' eye, and even moreso increasing my value to myself.
