03-29-2015, 07:42 PM
thanks budday, it was only 2 days that I felt that way. It's much better now!
I'm on stage 3 day 19; still listening, still growing.
I definitely don't feel the need to be in control of every situation like the chest beating type alpha. But I'm being told every day that I'm a huge influence to people in their lives. Part of me really thinks they're just saying that to make me feel good, but I am sure that's my refusal to accept that I am worthy of this praise. My insides need to be congruent with my outsides.
Will report soon. I don't seem to care to get online much anymore. I like less screen time these days.
Oh, I've also been reading "how to win friends and influence people" by dale carnegie.
I'm on stage 3 day 19; still listening, still growing.
I definitely don't feel the need to be in control of every situation like the chest beating type alpha. But I'm being told every day that I'm a huge influence to people in their lives. Part of me really thinks they're just saying that to make me feel good, but I am sure that's my refusal to accept that I am worthy of this praise. My insides need to be congruent with my outsides.
Will report soon. I don't seem to care to get online much anymore. I like less screen time these days.
Oh, I've also been reading "how to win friends and influence people" by dale carnegie.
