stage 3 day 8
I forgot to add a couple things to my post on sunday regarding the camping trip.
I think I unknowingly challenged one of the guys that was there. I had never met him in my life, but he came over while a group of us were sitting around the campfire and demanded that I get up from his chair. I said "ok man, no worries". It turns out it wasn't even his chair lol. I ended up having no where to sit, because I gave in to that. So I just went to take a nap like I was planning on anyway.
I remember reading somewhere on the forum that the transcendent alpha is displaying alpha characteristics that are completely independent of the standard alpha chain of command. I was either displaying these characteristics, based on what he observed of me, or I was an easy target to 'bully' out of a seat since he didn't know who I was.
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Yesterday I think I got near 20 hours of exposure in. 8 while sleeping, 9 while at work, + 3 interspersed throughout the day while driving and sitting in meetings, played out of my kindle fire (stereo speakers, but on the lower quality end). Near the end of the day I was PASSING out. I could barely drive! At some point in my sleep, my right speaker got flipped upside down so I didn't get optimum listening. It's about time I start watching how I eat, too. If my brain is consuming way more glucose than before, it needs to be refueled in a healthy manner as well. 5 cups of coffee daily is just not doing the trick anymore. Sure, I enjoy the tweak but it doesn't keep me "awake". And at night, I can sleep a looong time and not feel rested when I get up. So I shall go shopping today! and buy froots and veggies to snack on this week.
I forgot to add a couple things to my post on sunday regarding the camping trip.
I think I unknowingly challenged one of the guys that was there. I had never met him in my life, but he came over while a group of us were sitting around the campfire and demanded that I get up from his chair. I said "ok man, no worries". It turns out it wasn't even his chair lol. I ended up having no where to sit, because I gave in to that. So I just went to take a nap like I was planning on anyway.
I remember reading somewhere on the forum that the transcendent alpha is displaying alpha characteristics that are completely independent of the standard alpha chain of command. I was either displaying these characteristics, based on what he observed of me, or I was an easy target to 'bully' out of a seat since he didn't know who I was.
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Yesterday I think I got near 20 hours of exposure in. 8 while sleeping, 9 while at work, + 3 interspersed throughout the day while driving and sitting in meetings, played out of my kindle fire (stereo speakers, but on the lower quality end). Near the end of the day I was PASSING out. I could barely drive! At some point in my sleep, my right speaker got flipped upside down so I didn't get optimum listening. It's about time I start watching how I eat, too. If my brain is consuming way more glucose than before, it needs to be refueled in a healthy manner as well. 5 cups of coffee daily is just not doing the trick anymore. Sure, I enjoy the tweak but it doesn't keep me "awake". And at night, I can sleep a looong time and not feel rested when I get up. So I shall go shopping today! and buy froots and veggies to snack on this week.
