Stage 2 Day 27
So I have been writing a lot that I'm ambivalent as to whether I'm experiencing what I am because of the subs or my own reality. It's only realistic and practical that the subs are giving me a huge boost in whatever growth I may currently be experiencing.
Where am I at now that I'm almost done with stage 2?
I'm still an ENFP, the results of which were confirmed on 2 different sources.
Almost finished with John Alexander's E-book. I did all the exercises in my personal journal (check out penzu.com , it's what I use) Signed up for e-harmony based on a suggestion in the e-book. Not sure if my money's well spent, but supposedly there's a lot of success on that site so I just joined. Let's see how it turns out.
Negative self talk is brought significantly down. Don't get me wrong, sometimes I still have it but it's nowhere near as bad as it used to be.
I'm feeling more firm in the way I think and talk and feel. The only way I can explain it is "solid". There's no room to be a broken person, but I'm far from perfect. I've had situations I've totally looked out for myself where in the past I would have been a door mat.
People turn to me for input or leadership in situations. I also feel more dependable and that people can count on me.
I started working out even though the excuses for not having enough time to go to the gym is still valid. I just squeezed some exercises into my down time, which leads me to the next point of discussion which is
Better utilization of down time. I'm always using my extra time for growth in some way or other.
Less care of what other people think because I simply can't let other people rent space in my head for free.
Stopped using nicotine altogether
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Something interesting that's been happening for the last couple weeks is that I keep getting tagged in 4 different girls' posts on facebook. They're either gratitude posts or funny posts or "hey what are we doing this weekend" type posts.
I'm so glad I don't have notifications on my phone facebook, otherwise it would be blowing up all day every day lol.
So I have been writing a lot that I'm ambivalent as to whether I'm experiencing what I am because of the subs or my own reality. It's only realistic and practical that the subs are giving me a huge boost in whatever growth I may currently be experiencing.
Where am I at now that I'm almost done with stage 2?
I'm still an ENFP, the results of which were confirmed on 2 different sources.
Almost finished with John Alexander's E-book. I did all the exercises in my personal journal (check out penzu.com , it's what I use) Signed up for e-harmony based on a suggestion in the e-book. Not sure if my money's well spent, but supposedly there's a lot of success on that site so I just joined. Let's see how it turns out.
Negative self talk is brought significantly down. Don't get me wrong, sometimes I still have it but it's nowhere near as bad as it used to be.
I'm feeling more firm in the way I think and talk and feel. The only way I can explain it is "solid". There's no room to be a broken person, but I'm far from perfect. I've had situations I've totally looked out for myself where in the past I would have been a door mat.
People turn to me for input or leadership in situations. I also feel more dependable and that people can count on me.
I started working out even though the excuses for not having enough time to go to the gym is still valid. I just squeezed some exercises into my down time, which leads me to the next point of discussion which is
Better utilization of down time. I'm always using my extra time for growth in some way or other.
Less care of what other people think because I simply can't let other people rent space in my head for free.
Stopped using nicotine altogether
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Something interesting that's been happening for the last couple weeks is that I keep getting tagged in 4 different girls' posts on facebook. They're either gratitude posts or funny posts or "hey what are we doing this weekend" type posts.
I'm so glad I don't have notifications on my phone facebook, otherwise it would be blowing up all day every day lol.
