stage 2 day 23
People seem to be counting on me as the go to person. Last night at like 10:45 pm, I get a text from D asking if I could chair the meeting for saturday at noon. It was such short notice, but I took up the opportunity.
Today she asked me for the address to the meeting for tonight, even though she's in california. She probably needed to give it to someone else who was going to show up. I also got a text message from B at 5:15 pm (the one who was in my dream the other night - 7/10) asking if I was going to the meeting tonight. Now, I was taking a nap from about 3pm to 6 pm, and when B texted, I heard the phone go off but I didn't look at it until 6 when I woke up. The crazy thing is that during my nap, she was in my dream. A lot of people that I knew were getting ready to put on a play on stage which happened to be in side a grocery store. The time was coming to go into the store, and I was driving my golf cart in the parking lot and I See B walking in the parking lot so i pick her up in my golf cart and she is holding me like a girl would hug her boyfriend. right before we get to the store , the golf cart flips and i wake up. I look at my phone, and I see a message from her.
That's wild! I respond saying yes I am going to the meeting, and she also asks me for the address to the meeting. When I got home at 11:30 pm, I check my facebook and G had messaged me at like 5:30 asking if I could pick her up for the meeting lol. Unfortunately for her I don't check fb very often (i have notifications disabled on my phone, and don't have messenger so I didn't get it until totally late)
After this particular saturday night meeting, it's customary for the group to go to a taco place together. While there, M asks me for some "moral support real quick" and I'm like "yes of course" so I follow her inside and she just wanted me there to make her not feel awkward having to blow into the breathalyzer she has to do 6 times a day. So she plugs her machine into the wall, blows, and we walk back outside together.
Also, at the taco place, this girl that I kind of grew up with (my college room mates younger sister) started working there. We had a falling out a couple years ago when we got into some legal trouble together, and me being the fucked up ignorant asshole I was, I got her in trouble too so we were legally not allowed to make contact with each other while we were on probation. It ended up being until just last week when I noticed her working there, when I said hi to her. It was kind of awkward, since it was 4 years since we seen each other, but it made me feel really warm to see her again. Her and I were really close and it all fell to crap after getting into drugs. Yet another thing drugs have ruined in my life. Well, I saw her again today and I talked with her a bit, and she told me to tell my mom she said hi (I got her a job with my mom many years ago, and she was very loyal and hardworking).
Lol, my life is really starting to change.... I'm liking this. I feel like I'm still the same person I was a few months ago but I know I'm nowhere near the same.
Who would've thought that me, a dude who was a drunk and doped up loner 6 months ago would be where I am today?
People seem to be counting on me as the go to person. Last night at like 10:45 pm, I get a text from D asking if I could chair the meeting for saturday at noon. It was such short notice, but I took up the opportunity.
Today she asked me for the address to the meeting for tonight, even though she's in california. She probably needed to give it to someone else who was going to show up. I also got a text message from B at 5:15 pm (the one who was in my dream the other night - 7/10) asking if I was going to the meeting tonight. Now, I was taking a nap from about 3pm to 6 pm, and when B texted, I heard the phone go off but I didn't look at it until 6 when I woke up. The crazy thing is that during my nap, she was in my dream. A lot of people that I knew were getting ready to put on a play on stage which happened to be in side a grocery store. The time was coming to go into the store, and I was driving my golf cart in the parking lot and I See B walking in the parking lot so i pick her up in my golf cart and she is holding me like a girl would hug her boyfriend. right before we get to the store , the golf cart flips and i wake up. I look at my phone, and I see a message from her.
That's wild! I respond saying yes I am going to the meeting, and she also asks me for the address to the meeting. When I got home at 11:30 pm, I check my facebook and G had messaged me at like 5:30 asking if I could pick her up for the meeting lol. Unfortunately for her I don't check fb very often (i have notifications disabled on my phone, and don't have messenger so I didn't get it until totally late)
After this particular saturday night meeting, it's customary for the group to go to a taco place together. While there, M asks me for some "moral support real quick" and I'm like "yes of course" so I follow her inside and she just wanted me there to make her not feel awkward having to blow into the breathalyzer she has to do 6 times a day. So she plugs her machine into the wall, blows, and we walk back outside together.
Also, at the taco place, this girl that I kind of grew up with (my college room mates younger sister) started working there. We had a falling out a couple years ago when we got into some legal trouble together, and me being the fucked up ignorant asshole I was, I got her in trouble too so we were legally not allowed to make contact with each other while we were on probation. It ended up being until just last week when I noticed her working there, when I said hi to her. It was kind of awkward, since it was 4 years since we seen each other, but it made me feel really warm to see her again. Her and I were really close and it all fell to crap after getting into drugs. Yet another thing drugs have ruined in my life. Well, I saw her again today and I talked with her a bit, and she told me to tell my mom she said hi (I got her a job with my mom many years ago, and she was very loyal and hardworking).
Lol, my life is really starting to change.... I'm liking this. I feel like I'm still the same person I was a few months ago but I know I'm nowhere near the same.
Who would've thought that me, a dude who was a drunk and doped up loner 6 months ago would be where I am today?
