02-26-2015, 08:46 PM
I'm writing here later this night to share that I had yet another person tell me today how much I've grown and the changes he's recognizing in me. He mentioned it in nightly wrap up tonight in front of everyone when we do affirmations to each other saying "i can notice a huge difference between who you are now and who you were when we were in rehab together. I know how much you've been doing around here and I don't think it gets recognized enough".
Well, I appreciated the gesture but I'm slowly starting to realize that I don't crave the appreciation like I used to. Am I being modest? Or am I being bashful by saying it to a group of people on this forum?
I haven't been labeling people as alpha or beta in my head lately. It was something that I am guilty of and feel bad for having done because passing judgment on another person for who they are just isn't my place. I can't afford to be letting people take up space in my head rent free.
Does the transcendent alpha need to be recognized? Alpha's in the wild demand recognition of his rank in the hierarchy. Does the transcendent alpha do what's right for the sake of doing what's right? and for the benefit of everyone involved?
here's my thoughts on the transcendent alpha. The transcendent alpha does not need to be recognized. He does not try to control the situation, rather he helps the situation flow smoothly, to bring what he can to the table for the benefit of all involved. He does not get stressed out about expectations, rather does what he does because he believes to to be the right thing to do.
Hmm.....
Well, I appreciated the gesture but I'm slowly starting to realize that I don't crave the appreciation like I used to. Am I being modest? Or am I being bashful by saying it to a group of people on this forum?
I haven't been labeling people as alpha or beta in my head lately. It was something that I am guilty of and feel bad for having done because passing judgment on another person for who they are just isn't my place. I can't afford to be letting people take up space in my head rent free.
Does the transcendent alpha need to be recognized? Alpha's in the wild demand recognition of his rank in the hierarchy. Does the transcendent alpha do what's right for the sake of doing what's right? and for the benefit of everyone involved?
here's my thoughts on the transcendent alpha. The transcendent alpha does not need to be recognized. He does not try to control the situation, rather he helps the situation flow smoothly, to bring what he can to the table for the benefit of all involved. He does not get stressed out about expectations, rather does what he does because he believes to to be the right thing to do.
Hmm.....
