02-10-2015, 12:19 PM
stage 1 Day 30
Lately I've been leading the nightly wrap up meeting at the house. I have been getting asked to read page 86 at night, and yesterday my sponsor asked me to lead the meeting at one of the clubs since there was no chair and no leader. . I've also been taking lead in lots of situations around the house. Today I took it upon myself to wash a lot of the dishes that were in the sink so [the guy on kitchen duty] would have an easier time with his chore. During the meeting tonight, I would share things and say things without feeling like I was putting myself on the spot like I would have before. I think my experience last week with the crazy resistance was preparing me to get to the next level, and I feel like I'm coming very close. After the meeting, a girl G sat across from me and started talking to me while eating dinner. She initiated the conversation by saying "soooo what's up [eternitys_child]" in a way that hinted like I should have started the conversation with her. We chatted for a little bit, and then I went to go wash the dishes like I mentioned above.
I've been ridiculously horny lately. gahh frustration
Lately I've been leading the nightly wrap up meeting at the house. I have been getting asked to read page 86 at night, and yesterday my sponsor asked me to lead the meeting at one of the clubs since there was no chair and no leader. . I've also been taking lead in lots of situations around the house. Today I took it upon myself to wash a lot of the dishes that were in the sink so [the guy on kitchen duty] would have an easier time with his chore. During the meeting tonight, I would share things and say things without feeling like I was putting myself on the spot like I would have before. I think my experience last week with the crazy resistance was preparing me to get to the next level, and I feel like I'm coming very close. After the meeting, a girl G sat across from me and started talking to me while eating dinner. She initiated the conversation by saying "soooo what's up [eternitys_child]" in a way that hinted like I should have started the conversation with her. We chatted for a little bit, and then I went to go wash the dishes like I mentioned above.
I've been ridiculously horny lately. gahh frustration
