02-10-2015, 11:59 AM
Stage 1 Day 16
Missed a few days of journaling due to my illness. I'm feeling much better than I was last week.
I've been stressed about where I'm going to live from the month of February onwards. Yesterday I made it vocal to my boss that I'm looking for another place to live. When I put that out into the universe, I seemed to have a very quick answer to my desire because my ex texted me later that night asking if I was ready to move into a new place next month. Back in September, she tossed that idea to me, but I never really thought much of it. Anyway, when she asked me, I told her I'm ready but one thing that is uncharacteristic of me is that i expressed all my fears and all the practical things that need to be addressed in terms of the housing situation. Like proximity to work, cost, parking space, etc. She also texted me about how she's thinking of breaking up with her current boyfriend because he's not sober, and I nicely responded back saying not to involve me in that dilemma. I'm still down to room with her, but she needs to figure out the boy thing on her own. I basically put my foot down for the first time. Progress!
Also, negative emotion/memory that came up yesterday that was dealt with was going to my buddy's house to meet a girl who was staying there, and being in her room which used to be my other friend's room who's now in a different city.
Missed a few days of journaling due to my illness. I'm feeling much better than I was last week.
I've been stressed about where I'm going to live from the month of February onwards. Yesterday I made it vocal to my boss that I'm looking for another place to live. When I put that out into the universe, I seemed to have a very quick answer to my desire because my ex texted me later that night asking if I was ready to move into a new place next month. Back in September, she tossed that idea to me, but I never really thought much of it. Anyway, when she asked me, I told her I'm ready but one thing that is uncharacteristic of me is that i expressed all my fears and all the practical things that need to be addressed in terms of the housing situation. Like proximity to work, cost, parking space, etc. She also texted me about how she's thinking of breaking up with her current boyfriend because he's not sober, and I nicely responded back saying not to involve me in that dilemma. I'm still down to room with her, but she needs to figure out the boy thing on her own. I basically put my foot down for the first time. Progress!
Also, negative emotion/memory that came up yesterday that was dealt with was going to my buddy's house to meet a girl who was staying there, and being in her room which used to be my other friend's room who's now in a different city.
