09-29-2014, 11:44 PM
Stage 4 day 26: haven't masterbated since the medical incident. Waiting on the antibiotics to treat my Urinary Tract infection that I was diagnosed with, which doctors claim that's why I had blood in my semen. So we'll see in a few days.
like I said this stage is weird. It brought me down to how I felt before AM5 and then restarted in a new perspective. Sorta like, ok here's a refresher of how you behaved before AM5 and here is the differences. The biggest boost I'm getting in AM5 is the self-awareness factor. I love it however, I want to get to the stage of instead of consistent awareness of something I'm already aware of, that I should be unconsciously competent (aka a natural). So for example instead of being aware that I slouch, or touch my face as a sign of nervousness, and stopping myself, I want to be able to unconsciously avoid those situations so that not only is it natural for me not to slouch but also my mind is free of consciously being aware of it so I can use my mind for other benefits. I hope Shannon reads my journals, so he can tell me if he's added this kind of stuff I'm talking about into his subs. I bet he has though because I notice I do some things naturally. For example being calm, collected and respected.
As far as more effects in this stage I notice I'm more alpha in communication with guys, they fear me, but that's not my intention however their fear overcomes my intention which results in them fearing me. BUT at the same time they are very nice to me, and offer me things. Like the technician that came over to fix my internet gave me a 50 ft ethernet cable, which is worth over $30 retail. He didn't have to give me one, but to make me happy he did.
One of the girls at school is getting into me, we're talking as if we've known eachother for so long. She's into me, I'm diggin her. I'll be seeing her at school tmr so we'll see what comes next!
As far as MLS I hit a bump on the road for a few days when I didn't feel like studying or my interest was dying down however I overcame that by tapping on it and doing a lil bit of pstec so I'm back on the ball. I guess resistance came up, but first I dealt with it without tapping, and added tapping to release the emotions behind it.
As far as tapping usage on the forums, I think alot of people are relying too much on it. They tap on anything and everything. Like live life a bit, what doesn't break you makes you stronger however if you release EVERYTHING it wont make you stronger, rather more neutral. So let some emotions come up, as long as they are not effecting your health (stress) and proactive life(productivity) then get creative with overcoming your problems, jump over them, under them, tackle em, don't just stand there and tap. Tapping will release it, and you wont get to see the benefit if you don't jump over it to see what is on the other side. Get my point? However let me resay. Tap if it's affecting your health or proactive life.
like I said this stage is weird. It brought me down to how I felt before AM5 and then restarted in a new perspective. Sorta like, ok here's a refresher of how you behaved before AM5 and here is the differences. The biggest boost I'm getting in AM5 is the self-awareness factor. I love it however, I want to get to the stage of instead of consistent awareness of something I'm already aware of, that I should be unconsciously competent (aka a natural). So for example instead of being aware that I slouch, or touch my face as a sign of nervousness, and stopping myself, I want to be able to unconsciously avoid those situations so that not only is it natural for me not to slouch but also my mind is free of consciously being aware of it so I can use my mind for other benefits. I hope Shannon reads my journals, so he can tell me if he's added this kind of stuff I'm talking about into his subs. I bet he has though because I notice I do some things naturally. For example being calm, collected and respected.
As far as more effects in this stage I notice I'm more alpha in communication with guys, they fear me, but that's not my intention however their fear overcomes my intention which results in them fearing me. BUT at the same time they are very nice to me, and offer me things. Like the technician that came over to fix my internet gave me a 50 ft ethernet cable, which is worth over $30 retail. He didn't have to give me one, but to make me happy he did.
One of the girls at school is getting into me, we're talking as if we've known eachother for so long. She's into me, I'm diggin her. I'll be seeing her at school tmr so we'll see what comes next!
As far as MLS I hit a bump on the road for a few days when I didn't feel like studying or my interest was dying down however I overcame that by tapping on it and doing a lil bit of pstec so I'm back on the ball. I guess resistance came up, but first I dealt with it without tapping, and added tapping to release the emotions behind it.
As far as tapping usage on the forums, I think alot of people are relying too much on it. They tap on anything and everything. Like live life a bit, what doesn't break you makes you stronger however if you release EVERYTHING it wont make you stronger, rather more neutral. So let some emotions come up, as long as they are not effecting your health (stress) and proactive life(productivity) then get creative with overcoming your problems, jump over them, under them, tackle em, don't just stand there and tap. Tapping will release it, and you wont get to see the benefit if you don't jump over it to see what is on the other side. Get my point? However let me resay. Tap if it's affecting your health or proactive life.
