AM5 Journey

[MadTheReaper]

A good way to go about it is to start touching the arms (preferably the elbow) and then hands. Then move on to legs and knees if you are sitting down. Then on the back and lower back. Then face. Then kissing.

It does not have to be anything more than a half-a-second quick touch.

[ben123456305]

Hmm thanks for the advice. During the interaction I went for the stomach/lower back area. Like arm around her stomach. I don't know if she likes it or not because she makes it easy to lead but doesn't really give me hints or maybe I'm not looking hard enough lol.

[ben123456305]

Had to get some things out of my chest so I told her how I felt. As expected I was blown out but it brought much needed relief and a opurtunity to grow.

[ben123456305]

Stage 2 day 32 4/4/14
Alas the end of stage 2. The major differences that I have seen was
-the my conscious decision to start taking what I want and doing what I want.
-the acceptance of me being a sexual being and decided to act "with my genes"
-I read a post about being a man and going for what i want which helped in motivating myself.
-both old and new friends are starting to come in to my life.
-going against my parents repeatedly.
Lets see what stage 3 brings to the table.

[ben123456305]

Today was weird, my friend invited Me to a party and everyone seemed to pick up on my presence. Turns out my friend was talking kept talking about me to his peers in the office. Weird then one of His peers said something about me being too happy.

[ben123456305]

stage 3 day 4 4/9/14
Finally admitted to myself every time something hits a sensitive nerve i have a unconscious response. When something hits a nerve i usually yawn, get teary eyed and begin to feel lethargic. Then i become extremely reactive with my mind automatically start over thinking things. Now that i know the response how do it obliterate it?

[ben123456305]

Stage 3 day 8 4/13/14
My body language changed slightly. I don't smile as much anymore. I feel like its more of a straight face. I can't believe I can't join a sport just because of my parents fears. Its infuriating I'd rather quit because of money issues than because my parents don't approve of it.

[Fonzy3]

Is it your money? If so go ahead and do it. Be your own man.

Thanks

Fonzy

[ben123456305]

the thing is theres a risk of dying therefore I need my parents consent(signature) because im not of age yet.

[Fonzy3]

When I was underage we would forge signatures like that I'm not saying it's the best way but it's an option. Maybe you could get another trustworthy adult to sign it. It comes down to your discretion and if you believe there's a chance you will get seriously injured in this sport and your parents would be worried because of that reason then you have to respect that until you are an adult. These actions you are taking towards your own independence will prove to your parents you are ready to be involved in activities of your liking. Whatever decision you choose the important thing is to take responsibility for it.

Thanks

Fonzy

[ben123456305]

stage 3 day 20 4/25/14
-Been a little bit more aggressive to my friends. constantly insulting them about being scared of certain things.

[ben123456305]

Stage 3 day 23 4/28/14
My interest in school has been down recently. I Dont feel like the the career path is for me but I'm pretty much stuck with it until college.
A guy in my class was just dying to share his knowledge of mechanics and planes.
-dont notice much from women.
Can Woman magnet be run by minors?

[ben123456305]

Stage 3 day 25 4/30/14
A female classmate that used to be somewhat talkative to me is now outright ignoring me for the past few days. She only does the abosulte minimum required to get through the class. I was wondering what happened so I was going to ask her a question but my body was refusing to move. I asked her:
Me: are you OK?
Her: what do you mean?
Me: (fighting against my body) you seem to be really intense(as in serious or something similar).
And I got no answer. Weird probably has nothing to do with me though lol

[ben123456305]

Stage 3 Day 27 5/2/14
-Starting to see why minors shouldn't use it, I feel frustrated when i want to do something and my parents dont allow it. especially when i need their consent(signature).
-been really sex crazy recently more so than im usually am. I look women purely for their physical features. I feel like all women are like playthings and i wanna screw them all lol :3.
-becoming more of an asshole. It eventually led to some classmates being pushed away but It seems like i am meeting more which is fine.