02-18-2013, 09:16 AM
Well. at middle of stage 2 now.
What I noticed so far is that I am feeling more confident and people want to be near me, specially insecure people. When in conversation in groups, they tend to center it on me and ask me my opinions.
It's kinda unconfortable, since I'm not the talking type of guy, at least until now. We'll see in the end of AM if this changes.
About girls, I went with some good friends to a small town to enjoy Brazilian's carnival. Not that usual carnival that you see at tv, but more like street parties. There I had great fun. I was expecting to find a girl or two to have sex, but seems my standards were a bit too high for that people. Couldn't find anyone I would be interested. And that didn't bother me. I still had great fun with my buddies. Only times I threw some pick up lines were when one of my friend tried to pick up on couples of girls, just to try to help him out. It wasn't going well to him, so we ended walking away after a few words. Although, I think he could score if he were a little more persistant.
When we got back, this buddy told me he was feeling lonely, a feeling that I knew too well from past times. Me, on other hand, was feeling very confortable with the fact that I didn't score, and even the failed pick ups I attempted were reasons to laugh now.
The girls that went with us on this trip, though, were showing more about the results of AM so far. The one who family's owns the house we stood was very concerned of my well being. It was odd, because enven her boyfriend wasn't getting so much attention. The other girl, which is single, while we were going, kept talking about stuff like what she wants on a man, how she ended with past boyfriends, and stuff that made me though she was a very confident girl. But as the time passed on, I started noticing that she started acting with some insecurity near me. The fact that she drank a little too much and threw up, making me be the gentleman I am to take her back to the house so she could rest might have helped that.
She was avoiding looking me in the eye, although she were trying to get my attention by trying to be funny. Like I was too hot for her, but she was hoping something would happen. On the road, going back to the city, she again kept talking about her search for a good man. She was very funny at that, but it kinda sounded to me like she was yelling: "Hey, I'm avaiable! Pick me!".
While she was talking, ideas on moves I could do to get her kept coming at my head, but for some reason I didn't pull them.
Looks like I'm still having some beta moments still.
Anyway, all this stuff brought me a question. Since on these 4 days we were there, we drank a lot, would it be advisable to count them as skipped days? I tried to listen to the sub the most I could, but also, most of the time I was kind of altered by the alcohol. What you guys say?
What I noticed so far is that I am feeling more confident and people want to be near me, specially insecure people. When in conversation in groups, they tend to center it on me and ask me my opinions.
It's kinda unconfortable, since I'm not the talking type of guy, at least until now. We'll see in the end of AM if this changes.
About girls, I went with some good friends to a small town to enjoy Brazilian's carnival. Not that usual carnival that you see at tv, but more like street parties. There I had great fun. I was expecting to find a girl or two to have sex, but seems my standards were a bit too high for that people. Couldn't find anyone I would be interested. And that didn't bother me. I still had great fun with my buddies. Only times I threw some pick up lines were when one of my friend tried to pick up on couples of girls, just to try to help him out. It wasn't going well to him, so we ended walking away after a few words. Although, I think he could score if he were a little more persistant.
When we got back, this buddy told me he was feeling lonely, a feeling that I knew too well from past times. Me, on other hand, was feeling very confortable with the fact that I didn't score, and even the failed pick ups I attempted were reasons to laugh now.
The girls that went with us on this trip, though, were showing more about the results of AM so far. The one who family's owns the house we stood was very concerned of my well being. It was odd, because enven her boyfriend wasn't getting so much attention. The other girl, which is single, while we were going, kept talking about stuff like what she wants on a man, how she ended with past boyfriends, and stuff that made me though she was a very confident girl. But as the time passed on, I started noticing that she started acting with some insecurity near me. The fact that she drank a little too much and threw up, making me be the gentleman I am to take her back to the house so she could rest might have helped that.
She was avoiding looking me in the eye, although she were trying to get my attention by trying to be funny. Like I was too hot for her, but she was hoping something would happen. On the road, going back to the city, she again kept talking about her search for a good man. She was very funny at that, but it kinda sounded to me like she was yelling: "Hey, I'm avaiable! Pick me!".
While she was talking, ideas on moves I could do to get her kept coming at my head, but for some reason I didn't pull them.
Looks like I'm still having some beta moments still.
Anyway, all this stuff brought me a question. Since on these 4 days we were there, we drank a lot, would it be advisable to count them as skipped days? I tried to listen to the sub the most I could, but also, most of the time I was kind of altered by the alcohol. What you guys say?
