02-05-2013, 04:17 PM
Starting stage 2 now.
At last days of AM, I felt what some described as "draining gazes" from people. It creates an uncomfortable feeling. But not like you were afraid of being judged, but like "hey, you should be looking to what you're doing."
If I could sum stage 1 in just one word, it would be "liberating". I noticed myself being more playful, deserving (and receiving) more respect from others and expressing myself better. Feeling like I was exorcised from that damn roaches.
About stage 2, I have a notion of what it may look like. On the first night using it, I had a strange dream where I was back at my earlier teens and I was going to a school. A haunted school. People killing themselves, bodies flying through the window and that kind of thing happening and in the middle of it was me, with a feeling that whathever was causing that, it couldn't touch me. And the feeling of sadness because my friends were estrangling from me and there were nothing I could do.
Oh, but there were a cute girl who out of the blue asked me to check a photoalbum of hers. As I was checking it, she was telling about her life. Then on the last photos of the album there wer some artistic nude pics of her.
Lol. One in particular were very creative. The photo was called "midnight at the valley" and it was a photo of her ass through a round lens. Her ass was on the top of the photo, in a way that the crevasse between her cheeks indeed looked like the hands of a clock pointing to midnight.
Lol. Even on haunted grouds I was having fun... Shame on me lol
At last days of AM, I felt what some described as "draining gazes" from people. It creates an uncomfortable feeling. But not like you were afraid of being judged, but like "hey, you should be looking to what you're doing."
If I could sum stage 1 in just one word, it would be "liberating". I noticed myself being more playful, deserving (and receiving) more respect from others and expressing myself better. Feeling like I was exorcised from that damn roaches.
About stage 2, I have a notion of what it may look like. On the first night using it, I had a strange dream where I was back at my earlier teens and I was going to a school. A haunted school. People killing themselves, bodies flying through the window and that kind of thing happening and in the middle of it was me, with a feeling that whathever was causing that, it couldn't touch me. And the feeling of sadness because my friends were estrangling from me and there were nothing I could do.
Oh, but there were a cute girl who out of the blue asked me to check a photoalbum of hers. As I was checking it, she was telling about her life. Then on the last photos of the album there wer some artistic nude pics of her.
Lol. One in particular were very creative. The photo was called "midnight at the valley" and it was a photo of her ass through a round lens. Her ass was on the top of the photo, in a way that the crevasse between her cheeks indeed looked like the hands of a clock pointing to midnight.
Lol. Even on haunted grouds I was having fun... Shame on me lol
