AM & GIRLS - COMMITMENT AND BALLS

[Z-Man]

Aftereffects


So while at the end of Stage 6, I didn't notice a lot of respect and stuff from other guys.

Lately I've been befriending guys pretty easily and naturally.
I would love to have that kind of intention with attractive women.

Examples from this week.

-met 4 different guys at different times who I will go out, have fun and meet chicks with

-got free VIP entrance by bouncer
Just by opening him and being aware of the social situation and being chill

-standing my ground when a beta trying to act alpha keeps trying to invade my mental and another beta my physical space
It was uncomfortable but I seem to be able to take / contain much more discomfort and negativity after beginning to accepting myself more. I had to focus and be more awake when these things was happening to not let the discomfort/negativity take over me.

-random but a short and petite crying girl my wing and I approached slapped our faces and kept kicking me.
Was a little surprised by her uncontrolled anger/rage unleashing it on strangers but I kept it cool like a rock.

At first I thought it was silly and she didn't hurt me at all but a bit later, I felt a little down. It must have been psychological because I had no physical traces.

"I let a stranger girl physically abuse me and I didn't do nothing about it. I allowed that".

Something like that was going through my mind and I felt I had disrespected myself.

When she saw I was unphased by her kicks, she tried to say some shit. It didn't register.

I think it is worth it to put that biitch down next time if some random crazy girl is attacking you like that.

Putting down like being commanding and telling her to stop or I will hit you back. Then we will see if a random biitch will keep attacking you. Been practicing martial arts in the past for 6 years so I feel confident in fighting.

The reasons I didn't do these things this time:
-she was a small girl and her slap and kicks were harmless although she meant each and every one of them.
-I didn't activate myself because I felt I didn't want to burst out my energy to overpower her rage. I can do serious harm when in "fighting mode" and would be capable of killing if I lost it. -LM

That bitch isn't worth it. It is good you keep you cool. You might have killed her. Next time you grab her hand and throw her away from you.