Stage 3 Day 31/32
The day started with me missing a package I got a new phone. Ultimately my goal was to pay less then 50$ a month but because my phone is used as a laptop / mp3/ kindle//// I decided to invest a little more on a phone so I am only saving $ 20 total . So hopefully I wont miss the package this time. Woke up went to my FWB's house and had a nice time ; she is treating me like a king . Before she treated me like a prince lol . After that not much just work and overly thinking. I was thinking about stage 3 how much I matured. Today I got hit with a nuclear bomb of truth , I can see why people want to stop AM , its very hard to face the truth. So far my conclusion on the SUB is I would definitely recommend AM ; but only to those who sought and are seeking for truth. For example would I tell anyone that I know to use AM , NO. AM is something I worked to find , finding the site alone was something I worked for , also people are very judge mental . My philosophy is you want something go get it yourself and show yourself how bad you want it. Would I recommend AM to someone who is reading the journals and found the site ; the answer is if you want Tormenting truth then yes. Those were some of my thoughts today.
Today is my birthday , yay lol I am not excited about aging. Regardless , I am thinking of getting a tattoo today , I am going to wait and see how the day progresses. After reading more of the new base thread I decided that I am going to wait till next year sometime or maybe the following to use base I am not emotionally ready to start a business. I will proceed with SM3. Although WM is just as tempting. Anyways I have been overly thinking a lot something I didn't use to do , so its a sign the sub is working. I need to PSTEC Negative a couple beliefs I am thinking I fear failure , but how can that be when I decided to step up and take the game winners in pick up basketball. So I don't know I am trying to be truthful to myself and find my fears and anxieties . But there is a lot of things I need to be click tracking and what not so I am going to figure those out. Anyhow That's all for now , when I get to overly thinking I will work on my journal again.
The day started with me missing a package I got a new phone. Ultimately my goal was to pay less then 50$ a month but because my phone is used as a laptop / mp3/ kindle//// I decided to invest a little more on a phone so I am only saving $ 20 total . So hopefully I wont miss the package this time. Woke up went to my FWB's house and had a nice time ; she is treating me like a king . Before she treated me like a prince lol . After that not much just work and overly thinking. I was thinking about stage 3 how much I matured. Today I got hit with a nuclear bomb of truth , I can see why people want to stop AM , its very hard to face the truth. So far my conclusion on the SUB is I would definitely recommend AM ; but only to those who sought and are seeking for truth. For example would I tell anyone that I know to use AM , NO. AM is something I worked to find , finding the site alone was something I worked for , also people are very judge mental . My philosophy is you want something go get it yourself and show yourself how bad you want it. Would I recommend AM to someone who is reading the journals and found the site ; the answer is if you want Tormenting truth then yes. Those were some of my thoughts today.
Today is my birthday , yay lol I am not excited about aging. Regardless , I am thinking of getting a tattoo today , I am going to wait and see how the day progresses. After reading more of the new base thread I decided that I am going to wait till next year sometime or maybe the following to use base I am not emotionally ready to start a business. I will proceed with SM3. Although WM is just as tempting. Anyways I have been overly thinking a lot something I didn't use to do , so its a sign the sub is working. I need to PSTEC Negative a couple beliefs I am thinking I fear failure , but how can that be when I decided to step up and take the game winners in pick up basketball. So I don't know I am trying to be truthful to myself and find my fears and anxieties . But there is a lot of things I need to be click tracking and what not so I am going to figure those out. Anyhow That's all for now , when I get to overly thinking I will work on my journal again.
It always seems impossible until it's done."_ Nelson Mandela
"Continuous improvement is better then delayed perfection."_ Mark Twain
"We change the world not by what we say or do, but as a consequence of what we have become. " _ Dr. David Hawkins
