07-25-2013, 05:35 PM
(07-25-2013, 04:07 PM)AlphaScorpio Wrote: I think Stage 3 is forcing me to make some real changes and I am very uncomfortable making alot of those changes, the fact I feel torn up inside is proof to me, the confusion etc. I will take your advice and try to focus on what I want in real, present life. Some days I just have so much inner crap and doubt/negativity that its hard to believe and have faith.
What changes do you think they are?
I know it can be hard, but the best thing is you don't have to do anything about it, just grin and bear it. Eventually, shit works out. At least, that's what I believe.
(07-25-2013, 04:07 PM)AlphaScorpio Wrote: Im thinking of using OGSF after AM 5 and before AM 6 to get rid of some crap before the clean out phases of stage 1.
A great idea, though OGSF is in AM 6.0, so wouldn't it be better to just start that?
I must admit I've pondered that myself as a LOT of guilt shame and fear has proven to be presently in my way.
(07-25-2013, 04:07 PM)AlphaScorpio Wrote: I should mention, a weird manifestation happened the other day, Me and my friend were walking to the pub and we had no money to have a game of pool so I said out loud "Please, law of attraction, I really want 5 pounds for a game of pool, I want to play so bad" and then I forgot about it and carried on walking down the street towards the pub, Just outside the pub my friend goes "WTF!?" I turned around and saw him pick up a 5 pound note off of the floor, we were completely span out lol, a few of those sorts of manifestations have happened during AM, kinda weird, coincidence?
That's cool man, wish I could say the same. I've just had some moments that were really weird and I assumed they were manifested, but to have that kind of faith is already a great sign. Love reading your journal btw, it's not so soppy and complainy as some (like mine >>) are, and I respect that.
