04-14-2018, 05:41 PM
(04-14-2018, 05:14 PM)TrvKvlt Wrote: Day 17 Stage 1 - I've been feeling & probably acting very beta at work the last few days even though I'm having my best month so far. I've always been moderately paranoid that I was in trouble for something ever since I was a kid. I grew up with a very emotionally & physically abusive step father who had no problem demonstrating how much he obviously hated me. I was even blamed for being a bad influence on my step siblings. Having that pounded in to me literally & figuratively probably had more to do with the anxiety I've always felt. That's part of why I was so happy when I read that OGSF is in AM6. What happened to me when I was a kid made it so I freeze up at any sign of confrontation.
I'm fairly certain I will be do multiple runs of AM6
This is interesting. My experiences are similar to yours although there are differences. Do you find that the sub is helping you deal with these things?
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