AAM7/AM7-Stage 1- Day 6:
today I had 2 Dreams Ironicly non of them involved myself in it.
The first one was about people losing friends and for some reason Biz Markie - Just A Friend played off no idea why..
Anyway I just saw friends and one of them being thanos snapped..,
The second one was about innocent people being killed by daily items like a hair brush and an eye scanner,
As they were edited to make them kill people by some evil guys
Someone those victims trusted used those items on the victims unaware that it would kill them..,
Also I noticed today that my need to justify my own opinions starts to reduce as my guilt shame and fear on them starts to lower them.
Not that I threw it in anyones face ofcouse, But atleast i feel less scared about watching videos containing them.
I'm very happy about it, as its kinda nice being less anxious about it : ).
Ofcourse its not fully healed, But I'm very happy that we are going there! : D
also its funny how the shopping page said, that you might want to stop it, while I only want to use it more like an addiction xD.
today I had 2 Dreams Ironicly non of them involved myself in it.
The first one was about people losing friends and for some reason Biz Markie - Just A Friend played off no idea why..
Anyway I just saw friends and one of them being thanos snapped..,
The second one was about innocent people being killed by daily items like a hair brush and an eye scanner,
As they were edited to make them kill people by some evil guys
Someone those victims trusted used those items on the victims unaware that it would kill them..,
Also I noticed today that my need to justify my own opinions starts to reduce as my guilt shame and fear on them starts to lower them.
Not that I threw it in anyones face ofcouse, But atleast i feel less scared about watching videos containing them.
I'm very happy about it, as its kinda nice being less anxious about it : ).
Ofcourse its not fully healed, But I'm very happy that we are going there! : D
also its funny how the shopping page said, that you might want to stop it, while I only want to use it more like an addiction xD.
