03-30-2019, 07:11 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-30-2019, 07:14 PM by Dutchman610.)
Day 26 (day 6 on)
Yesterday wasn't the best day but I've started to recover from it. Some back story on Wednesday morning my grandmother passed away. I've been pretty fine, I suppose I've been in denial. Well me and my buddy got into an argument and fists were involved. He ended up forgiving me and we both agreed we could have handled the situation better. Although I still felt like a piece of shit for doing what I did. I ended up buying a 12 pack of beer. In the end I didn't drink any and returned it to the store today. Both my dad and buddy talked me out of drinking that day.
I'm glad I have supportive family and friends around me. Now thinking back if I really wanted to drink. I would have just gotten a mickey of liquor. I had gotten the beer because I wanted to be talked out of drinking. I believe subconsciously I don't want to let myself down and reach my goal. I'm currently on day 42 of sobriety.
Yesterday wasn't the best day but I've started to recover from it. Some back story on Wednesday morning my grandmother passed away. I've been pretty fine, I suppose I've been in denial. Well me and my buddy got into an argument and fists were involved. He ended up forgiving me and we both agreed we could have handled the situation better. Although I still felt like a piece of shit for doing what I did. I ended up buying a 12 pack of beer. In the end I didn't drink any and returned it to the store today. Both my dad and buddy talked me out of drinking that day.
I'm glad I have supportive family and friends around me. Now thinking back if I really wanted to drink. I would have just gotten a mickey of liquor. I had gotten the beer because I wanted to be talked out of drinking. I believe subconsciously I don't want to let myself down and reach my goal. I'm currently on day 42 of sobriety.
"I will walk tall among men and they will know me not, for today I am a new man, with a new life." - OG Mandino
