10-30-2015, 03:08 AM
I might disappoint you guys who have read my old journal.
Back then I was VERY focused on meeting ladies. Didn't have much else going on than that (and the gym).
So I had the time and energy to write down all of my crazy experiences.
This time while I'm doing WM, I won't be going out a lot with the intention on meeting ladies. I am in a great relationship we have to remember
Now I'm basically self-employed. I'm building a great product / several products, on getting dates while being a gentleman & about good leadership.
The next step is to find people who wants to try it and in return, give feedback.
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Day 7
Feeling better and more directed today but still got nothing done
Day 8
Realized the reason I was feeling like life was gray and no single reason to live was because I was in my head and couldn't be present.
Recently my brother wanted to become a Buddhist, so that's interesting that I had a day just like recently.
Day 9
Feeling present like I used to be today, just with increased awareness of staying present. Now might be a good time to start meditating again.
My normal state is more authoritative than ever, I do crack a bit in some situations, but most often I am authoritative.
I notice the difference in the way ladies are looking at me and how my girl is responding to me.
It comes with a cost initially. People in general are less friendly to me but those who come in an interaction with me are more reactive to me.
Back then I was VERY focused on meeting ladies. Didn't have much else going on than that (and the gym).
So I had the time and energy to write down all of my crazy experiences.
This time while I'm doing WM, I won't be going out a lot with the intention on meeting ladies. I am in a great relationship we have to remember
Now I'm basically self-employed. I'm building a great product / several products, on getting dates while being a gentleman & about good leadership.
The next step is to find people who wants to try it and in return, give feedback.
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Day 7
Feeling better and more directed today but still got nothing done
Day 8
Realized the reason I was feeling like life was gray and no single reason to live was because I was in my head and couldn't be present.
Recently my brother wanted to become a Buddhist, so that's interesting that I had a day just like recently.
Day 9
Feeling present like I used to be today, just with increased awareness of staying present. Now might be a good time to start meditating again.
My normal state is more authoritative than ever, I do crack a bit in some situations, but most often I am authoritative.
I notice the difference in the way ladies are looking at me and how my girl is responding to me.
It comes with a cost initially. People in general are less friendly to me but those who come in an interaction with me are more reactive to me.
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
