10-04-2018, 03:53 AM
I have to say when things get like this it usually means something is around the corner. Meaning I'm getting closer to moving past something. But I was reflecting on my life the other day and I'm envious of people that have had their life neatly lined up. Mines been a mess, which has a ripple effect of messing up my future a bit. It's not even like I went through eventful situations where I overcame something. It was more like I just fucked up really bad in the past and couldn't drag myself out of a self imposed prison. No poverty, no trauma, no terrible parents, nothing, just me mentally causing myself more pain and misery than I needed.
INFP