08-04-2018, 08:01 AM
Interestingly enough I decided to go back to the hybrid version yesterday and now today during the day I'm noticing stronger sensations of urgency and pushing to execute. What's really interesting is that I didn't listen last night, so it's like I'm getting the effects of tonight's listening in advance.
Anyway I notice some feelings coming up like fear and doubt. But it's kind of like "nope we're just going right through these". I've spent a lot of time kind of being tied up with these similar feelings and in a battle to let it go but at the same time hold onto it. But now it's just all about pushing the limits, challenging the I can't do that mentality, going beyond what I previously thought possible.
I'm starting to think that the approaches we tend to hate the most are the ones that are best for us. When I first started DMSI I was convinced that a forced march approach wouldn't be good for me, but now I see it's exactly what I need. I need that push, that drive, that strong but not overwhelming pressure to keep moving forward. It keeps me from stagnating and staying in dysfunctional behavior for too long.
Anyway I notice some feelings coming up like fear and doubt. But it's kind of like "nope we're just going right through these". I've spent a lot of time kind of being tied up with these similar feelings and in a battle to let it go but at the same time hold onto it. But now it's just all about pushing the limits, challenging the I can't do that mentality, going beyond what I previously thought possible.
I'm starting to think that the approaches we tend to hate the most are the ones that are best for us. When I first started DMSI I was convinced that a forced march approach wouldn't be good for me, but now I see it's exactly what I need. I need that push, that drive, that strong but not overwhelming pressure to keep moving forward. It keeps me from stagnating and staying in dysfunctional behavior for too long.
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