06-01-2018, 03:42 AM
Man it never ceases to amaze me what kind of mental gymnastics my mind will do to rationalize fear in my head. When it comes to determination and follow through I think the true sign of having it is when even in your lowest of lows you keep going. For a while I thought I had to work on cultivating this super optimistic success oriented state. The problem is that it's helpful but not necessary. Shannon mentioned it before but the idea that you need to believe in yourself to achieve success is not necessary.
In a way placing too much importance on it backfires. You start thinking that you need to have the right beliefs in place before you take action.
I don't know what it's going to take for me to execute DMSI, but I do know waiting around for a huge breakthrough is no good. To be honest I've been feeling the complete opposite of what dmsi is instructing me to do. And I don't really know what to actually do. It's like telling me to be sexy, but I have no frame of reference for it so my mind immediately rejects it as outside my reality. I can feel what's holding me back and identify it but it feels stuck. I can override it for a few days but I get pulled back once my energy dips. Either I'm still in the process of healing from something or my subconscious just outright refuses to move on from it for some reason.
In a way placing too much importance on it backfires. You start thinking that you need to have the right beliefs in place before you take action.
I don't know what it's going to take for me to execute DMSI, but I do know waiting around for a huge breakthrough is no good. To be honest I've been feeling the complete opposite of what dmsi is instructing me to do. And I don't really know what to actually do. It's like telling me to be sexy, but I have no frame of reference for it so my mind immediately rejects it as outside my reality. I can feel what's holding me back and identify it but it feels stuck. I can override it for a few days but I get pulled back once my energy dips. Either I'm still in the process of healing from something or my subconscious just outright refuses to move on from it for some reason.
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