02-09-2018, 03:28 AM
Cinema level fucked up dreams last night. Also insomnia. I'll write more about it when I have time. But it was psychologically and physically disturbing. People being slowly tortured to death by removing organs or giving them diseases while being psychologically manipulated that it was a transcendent experience. Like some kind of cult. New individuals were initiated by killing off sick or close to death ones under the assumption they weren't strong enough to progress and that their journey would be different.
I might be reaching here but I think this is a representation of my subconscious being influenced by the sub but still incredibly untrusting of it. In the dream I slipped in and out of agreeing with what the cult leader was doing and trusting him. I find in my day to day life I have trust issues in general and am more cautious than most people.
I might be reaching here but I think this is a representation of my subconscious being influenced by the sub but still incredibly untrusting of it. In the dream I slipped in and out of agreeing with what the cult leader was doing and trusting him. I find in my day to day life I have trust issues in general and am more cautious than most people.
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