05-06-2018, 04:35 AM
Stage 6, Day 17:
I now realize that something happened to me in that seminar yesterday. All night I’ve been plagued with thoughts of how my external life looks and it just doesn’t sync up with who I really am. It wasn’t supposed to be like this. I feel motivated in the sense that I realize that every area of my life is out of order, and I need to be the handyman that fixes it all. I compiled a list of 11 life areas that I’ll be closely monitoring my progress on from here on out. I’ve been making efforts to improve all along but the new me looks back upon the old me and wants to compete with him, and take me to even greater heights.
I now realize that something happened to me in that seminar yesterday. All night I’ve been plagued with thoughts of how my external life looks and it just doesn’t sync up with who I really am. It wasn’t supposed to be like this. I feel motivated in the sense that I realize that every area of my life is out of order, and I need to be the handyman that fixes it all. I compiled a list of 11 life areas that I’ll be closely monitoring my progress on from here on out. I’ve been making efforts to improve all along but the new me looks back upon the old me and wants to compete with him, and take me to even greater heights.