06-14-2017, 10:43 AM
Day 103 - 1 loop
Day 104 - 6 loops
I've met with one of my DMSI girls yesterday. She still has boyfriend so I wasn't even trying to flirt with her more than simply friends do. Also if she was sending me any IoIs I could not possibly notice because of her neurosis (she was playing with her beer can so hard she cut herself o.O ). Anyhow it was very fun time, said some very interesting things as we were on our nth beer and conversation turned into relationships and such. Apparently she loves spending time with me and she was thinking about meeting me sooner but she knew she wouldn't have too much time and she'd rather spend some quality time with me. In other words heavy friendzone but I don't mind, while she's very cute there are some red lights and she's great friend to have anyhow.
I spoke with my ex how I do not like the way she's been treating me recently (i.e. I spoke my mind instead of being passive-aggressive) and it gave results. My today's texting with her was lots of fun and laughs. If I am to do something with her yet I need to be upfront with her and break her barriers that arose due to fear and disappointment of our relationship and today showed that something might still come out of this.
Day 104 - 6 loops
I've met with one of my DMSI girls yesterday. She still has boyfriend so I wasn't even trying to flirt with her more than simply friends do. Also if she was sending me any IoIs I could not possibly notice because of her neurosis (she was playing with her beer can so hard she cut herself o.O ). Anyhow it was very fun time, said some very interesting things as we were on our nth beer and conversation turned into relationships and such. Apparently she loves spending time with me and she was thinking about meeting me sooner but she knew she wouldn't have too much time and she'd rather spend some quality time with me. In other words heavy friendzone but I don't mind, while she's very cute there are some red lights and she's great friend to have anyhow.
I spoke with my ex how I do not like the way she's been treating me recently (i.e. I spoke my mind instead of being passive-aggressive) and it gave results. My today's texting with her was lots of fun and laughs. If I am to do something with her yet I need to be upfront with her and break her barriers that arose due to fear and disappointment of our relationship and today showed that something might still come out of this.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4