03-22-2017, 12:50 PM
Day 20
Today's dream was an uneasy one. I was robbed and while I managed to escape without a harm I lost my laptop and I was in dark, unknown district. It made be feel uneasy, especially as I could hear bullies taunting me in the distance. I woke up 3 seconds after I realized it was just a dream and that I am safe. I also remember I had a pleasant, women related dream later that night, but I cannot remember who was it about. It might have been about that girl from yesterday but it's just a guess.
Other than that nothing of importance happened. I do feel a bit down lately due to weather and my foot hurts for some reason but overall I cannot complain. Any sadness and loneliness I feel is outweighed by feeling of hope and being self-assured.
I find it strange that while reading this forum lately many people complain and/or want to switch subs. Usually I would be on the spearhead of this kind of crowd but to be honest I am content with how things are right now. I don't know, maybe I'm not resisting this version as much as previous ones. Anyhow I have no urge to quit, switch subs or anything like that. Like I said before, while this 3.1 doesn't give me any sense of euphoria like 2.4 did, it gives nice feeling of hope and assurance.
Today's dream was an uneasy one. I was robbed and while I managed to escape without a harm I lost my laptop and I was in dark, unknown district. It made be feel uneasy, especially as I could hear bullies taunting me in the distance. I woke up 3 seconds after I realized it was just a dream and that I am safe. I also remember I had a pleasant, women related dream later that night, but I cannot remember who was it about. It might have been about that girl from yesterday but it's just a guess.
Other than that nothing of importance happened. I do feel a bit down lately due to weather and my foot hurts for some reason but overall I cannot complain. Any sadness and loneliness I feel is outweighed by feeling of hope and being self-assured.
I find it strange that while reading this forum lately many people complain and/or want to switch subs. Usually I would be on the spearhead of this kind of crowd but to be honest I am content with how things are right now. I don't know, maybe I'm not resisting this version as much as previous ones. Anyhow I have no urge to quit, switch subs or anything like that. Like I said before, while this 3.1 doesn't give me any sense of euphoria like 2.4 did, it gives nice feeling of hope and assurance.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4