02-11-2017, 05:11 PM
Shannon my dear, do you even listen to me? Or do you assume that I CHOOSE not to cooperate with DMSI while I DID CHOSEN to cooperate with BIATBW? I can promise you two things:
1) So far I did the same amount of work with both of them
2) I consciously (maybe my subconscious was screwed somehow this past year) wanted both of them to work.
And yet somehow with BIATBW I had choices and when I saw golden opportunity I went for it and lost my virginity. The only girl that showed me real interest during DMSI is my friend (which I noticed giving me IoIs back in May while running AM6). Oh, there were others, but as soon as I'd approach them they would bail, something that never (because with both subs I was going for "sure" things) happened with BIATBW. So yeah, I am to fault that older sub worked so much better for me than newer one.
What exactly am I doing wrong? What is this responsibility that you're trying to blame me on that I don't see? Same amount of work, same dedication, much worse results. I don't expect subs to do work for me, but I expect help and year ago I did receive it. Now I get nothing and I hear it's my fault.
1) So far I did the same amount of work with both of them
2) I consciously (maybe my subconscious was screwed somehow this past year) wanted both of them to work.
And yet somehow with BIATBW I had choices and when I saw golden opportunity I went for it and lost my virginity. The only girl that showed me real interest during DMSI is my friend (which I noticed giving me IoIs back in May while running AM6). Oh, there were others, but as soon as I'd approach them they would bail, something that never (because with both subs I was going for "sure" things) happened with BIATBW. So yeah, I am to fault that older sub worked so much better for me than newer one.
What exactly am I doing wrong? What is this responsibility that you're trying to blame me on that I don't see? Same amount of work, same dedication, much worse results. I don't expect subs to do work for me, but I expect help and year ago I did receive it. Now I get nothing and I hear it's my fault.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4