Deeper realisations about energies, being alpha, vibe. Massive mind crumbling/resistance again.
Back from the gym and the people are my people, some realisation that is growing, yet something that is a start.
Had a sense of fear being overcome, inner centredness, yet its good, to be already this. awareness of little body language cues, energy I put out, the vibe.
having feelings of jelousy coming aswell, feel like hitting breakdown mentally, emotionally.
I can only shine in greatness. the rest is mere resistance. Deeper understanding of self fulfilling prophecies qand the fears surrounding that.
Own who you are and dont apologize.
Life puts me in situations until I learn and this is fine, its not something bad at all, not something curel or anything, I transcend that.
Also, when watching pua videos, I notice how laughable it is, so my sense has definitely growing, even if it is burried. Idc.
Normalizing of mission, vision and goals.
less serious about life, yet qat the same time, my drive is massively boosted, manifestation and what not is a reality already.
so many goals are getting clear now, fire is ignited now. flooded feelings. Life is everything at this point. |High level living.
experiencing high anxiety, slight paranoia and just no good feelings, yet simultaneously feeling self assured. note for the second run. Unsure is it is the sub digging deep or anything but doesnt feel really that important/doesnt feel really like it matters.
I want to be fully selfmade, fully enjoying life, going where |I want to go, whenever I go. meeting people as I please and being outcome independent through choice. the privilege to be in choice of this, having all my areas covered. I know I am already on this path and becoming, and making this a reality. Being a king in the world giving value as he pleases when he wants.
Back from the gym and the people are my people, some realisation that is growing, yet something that is a start.
Had a sense of fear being overcome, inner centredness, yet its good, to be already this. awareness of little body language cues, energy I put out, the vibe.
having feelings of jelousy coming aswell, feel like hitting breakdown mentally, emotionally.
I can only shine in greatness. the rest is mere resistance. Deeper understanding of self fulfilling prophecies qand the fears surrounding that.
Own who you are and dont apologize.
Life puts me in situations until I learn and this is fine, its not something bad at all, not something curel or anything, I transcend that.
Also, when watching pua videos, I notice how laughable it is, so my sense has definitely growing, even if it is burried. Idc.
Normalizing of mission, vision and goals.
less serious about life, yet qat the same time, my drive is massively boosted, manifestation and what not is a reality already.
so many goals are getting clear now, fire is ignited now. flooded feelings. Life is everything at this point. |High level living.
experiencing high anxiety, slight paranoia and just no good feelings, yet simultaneously feeling self assured. note for the second run. Unsure is it is the sub digging deep or anything but doesnt feel really that important/doesnt feel really like it matters.
I want to be fully selfmade, fully enjoying life, going where |I want to go, whenever I go. meeting people as I please and being outcome independent through choice. the privilege to be in choice of this, having all my areas covered. I know I am already on this path and becoming, and making this a reality. Being a king in the world giving value as he pleases when he wants.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus