Tired and stressed out. he sub hits something deep it seems. also, my mind is more clouded as to what direction I want to, but at the same time its clear. clashing, conflicting. Seems like classical resistance but adding to the stress aswell.
Released 2 books on amazon today.
Taking back up gratitude.
Realzing all my resources lay within. No more questioning and uncertainty. Just a tiny push...
Sleep is now welcomed as something accepted.
Judgments come in the way at times aswell, a whole new box has been opened now.
strict. disciplined, directioned, purpose, all take a head flip and a dive.
I am the boss attitude in a almost disembodied fashion yet very solid and serious.
Having the last few days a sense that something eventfull and positive is going to happen.
My attitude is every increasing and getting solid. fears are further resolved.
Also, watching to much video's on youtube create confusion in me. no pedestaling anymore, rather turning inwards and goign my own way. Herein lays inspiration and skill. so sticking to it.
Now, something elese clicked today. Vision and reality, some very powerfull stuff. Stronger growing interest in alchemy. secrets of the mid and stuff
My mind tend to seek distractions still at times, yet when approaching is more light, its directly corrected.
But, I remember that Shannon has said to not use it while running AM6?
ps: supporting the changes like watching myself. Out of this world. solid cold dominant confidence. re-focus. the whole struggle with approach is just childsplay. there is a massive world behind that is actually empowering, something deep. Makes those struggles pretty insignificant. Like, game weights out things like AA, the whole frames and stuff. It a misdirected attention.
Released 2 books on amazon today.
Taking back up gratitude.
Realzing all my resources lay within. No more questioning and uncertainty. Just a tiny push...
Sleep is now welcomed as something accepted.
Judgments come in the way at times aswell, a whole new box has been opened now.
strict. disciplined, directioned, purpose, all take a head flip and a dive.
I am the boss attitude in a almost disembodied fashion yet very solid and serious.
Having the last few days a sense that something eventfull and positive is going to happen.
My attitude is every increasing and getting solid. fears are further resolved.
Also, watching to much video's on youtube create confusion in me. no pedestaling anymore, rather turning inwards and goign my own way. Herein lays inspiration and skill. so sticking to it.
Now, something elese clicked today. Vision and reality, some very powerfull stuff. Stronger growing interest in alchemy. secrets of the mid and stuff
My mind tend to seek distractions still at times, yet when approaching is more light, its directly corrected.
But, I remember that Shannon has said to not use it while running AM6?
ps: supporting the changes like watching myself. Out of this world. solid cold dominant confidence. re-focus. the whole struggle with approach is just childsplay. there is a massive world behind that is actually empowering, something deep. Makes those struggles pretty insignificant. Like, game weights out things like AA, the whole frames and stuff. It a misdirected attention.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus