Had multiple dreams in which I re-met an girl and made out with her. aswell I owned an white audi and parked it between 2 black cars. Then I walked on some high Industrial like Island with supermarkets, but the more cheap ones, which were located in the back, almost like some back store as in those exotic spice stores. Woke up with an strong interest in dreams. Also, I notice lately my body moves on its own in the morning which freaks me out a bit.
Also, the masculine-fminine power dynamics. I'm growing lots lately and listen/watch videos of Arash Dibazar. He has some gold stuff going on, creating your reality, animal kingdom reflection on power dynamics. Throws me deeper in the reality of sexuality and the more primal more raw forms of it. Vibration, laser focus, oppurtunities, attention makes were it goes grow. Also, by keeping opening people I start to notice how it all is not that big as it looked to be.
have some limited beliefs around high energy dissolved, right before bed yesterday. It makes so much sense. Enthousiasm, being high energy was somewhat tied to some negatives, but whatever. High energy is filling me more and more. It doesn't fucking matter. Its an source of creativity.
I'm alligning more with my will, its very strong. This is my will, and what doesn't allign is discarded. Self knowledge and wisdom. many things I realize were already actualized. I'm displaying alpha traits without me realizing it. There is some fear butr fuck that shit, fear is nothing.
Non needy high energy comversating with people, dominant displaying without having holes in your frame. paradoxial. Almost every woman I encounter I already have in my group, is mine so to say in some way, yet not attached. It just happened. Its going fluid.
Understanding that by being out is already high value, my presence and actions.
Growing interest in the laws of vibration.
Also, the masculine-fminine power dynamics. I'm growing lots lately and listen/watch videos of Arash Dibazar. He has some gold stuff going on, creating your reality, animal kingdom reflection on power dynamics. Throws me deeper in the reality of sexuality and the more primal more raw forms of it. Vibration, laser focus, oppurtunities, attention makes were it goes grow. Also, by keeping opening people I start to notice how it all is not that big as it looked to be.
have some limited beliefs around high energy dissolved, right before bed yesterday. It makes so much sense. Enthousiasm, being high energy was somewhat tied to some negatives, but whatever. High energy is filling me more and more. It doesn't fucking matter. Its an source of creativity.
I'm alligning more with my will, its very strong. This is my will, and what doesn't allign is discarded. Self knowledge and wisdom. many things I realize were already actualized. I'm displaying alpha traits without me realizing it. There is some fear butr fuck that shit, fear is nothing.
Non needy high energy comversating with people, dominant displaying without having holes in your frame. paradoxial. Almost every woman I encounter I already have in my group, is mine so to say in some way, yet not attached. It just happened. Its going fluid.
Understanding that by being out is already high value, my presence and actions.
Growing interest in the laws of vibration.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus