had an massive rage experience this morning ( june 24 ) and now realize its attachment and resistance thats the root. Also, some red thread around confidence and self esteem is adressed, still, the subconscious is being cleared out. Attachment plays an big role in my dealings.
+exterior is solid, while inside doesnt match up yet.
+ realizing selfworth even stronger and more, like its growing more dominant and shows in my decisions and choices.
+ getting more outspoken, forcefull again, even if this offends people.
+ sense of being unstoppable and accelerating, mostly after some stuff surfaces
+stronger IDGAF attitude, dismissive and just plainly overwriting through state
+ thoughts of running E2, OGSF and OF
+ hypnotizing eye locks, unable to put in words, integrating
+sexmagnet lead in definitely kicks in, at the store this girl stayed until i left, before she was short on words and dismissive instantly. Now it was as if she enjoyed my presence, gave me the submissive look and eyes, and smiled.
+mixed up, my priorities lay with me, internal and its only growing. women come and go.
+exterior is solid, while inside doesnt match up yet.
+ realizing selfworth even stronger and more, like its growing more dominant and shows in my decisions and choices.
+ getting more outspoken, forcefull again, even if this offends people.
+ sense of being unstoppable and accelerating, mostly after some stuff surfaces
+stronger IDGAF attitude, dismissive and just plainly overwriting through state
+ thoughts of running E2, OGSF and OF
+ hypnotizing eye locks, unable to put in words, integrating
+sexmagnet lead in definitely kicks in, at the store this girl stayed until i left, before she was short on words and dismissive instantly. Now it was as if she enjoyed my presence, gave me the submissive look and eyes, and smiled.
+mixed up, my priorities lay with me, internal and its only growing. women come and go.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus