Attachment to the concept of limiting beliefs is still an attachment. All beliefs are questioned right now out of playfull curiosity. Taking an step back. The focus on limiting beliefs is the paradox of the limiting belief. To be overtly attached to this concept also puts an certain weight to it, while its all playfullness in the end. This realisation dawned on me by watching RSD Tyler/Owen Cook about the approach of women as being nice and stuff/mean and evil.
Experiencing massive build up, tiredness, which eventually somewhat breakthrough and causes me to just be. I swing them over to massive euphoria, cockyness, confidence and high energy. Something that I'm still getting used to it, or so I belief, as it is dissolving currently and only moving forward and upward.
Dreamed about sexmagnet. I'm seeking the challenge and am just doing it. calibration is also something more solidifying. In the end its like an river, being alpha and the such. I realize now and feel somewhat overwhelmed with an slight sadness but own this from an loving perspective. Like an shimmering essence.
Feminism is an unnecessary concern. AM's internal focus. It doesn't change the dating game at all. If so, I remain unaffected. I'm secure in myself to seduce through presence and eye contact.
Music also seems to activate my root chakra in certain ways. I can be very tired, but one song seems to trigger some primal stuff in me, causing me to become very leading, dominant and sexual, aswell as disregard everything but setting my frame with all falling in. If not, its of no concern.
many random flashbacks.
Push/pull. Not going all out at once but holding the frame. By keeping it minimal the tension remains up. It also show character. Teasing and at times denying things instead of being free giving pleasing. pleasing isnt equal to neediness, it might aswell be an way of dominance without giving an fuck. An healthy detachment. Makes me more attitude-ish. Like, knowing you own her in that way yet unafraid to lose or anything, simply because it doesnt exist and puts the locus of power back internal. Im getting really decisive now and just doing it. flow.
Feeling slightly predatory in my needs currently, like I hunt for those in my direct environment in an way. Not denying my needs in that, like "i need multiple bedpartners"but will not castrate or whatever for taht matter. another limiting thought and feeling crushed.
Powerfull and secure, reduction in fear, shame and guilt, tho some patterns are still there aswell as some beliefs around some stuff such as relationships and what not. Something deep ingrained. Will dissolve long thew way. right now I feel myself already moving beyond everything, some strong attitude and temper around everything, an certain sureness.
I'm gravitating more towards chaos and raw nature/life. My carelessness is increasing aswell around certain stuff, almost anti-social. The sseek the chal;lenge programming in its ways. testing the waters with 100% conviction and urge/impulse. urgency.
Agreements and certain reactions from me I begint o detest. Like, |I'm pointing out what irks me and its just urgh, Definitely change. As if on the Crossroads and all is burned, changed, abandoned. My value getting to high.
reduced urge to write/journal.
Experiencing massive build up, tiredness, which eventually somewhat breakthrough and causes me to just be. I swing them over to massive euphoria, cockyness, confidence and high energy. Something that I'm still getting used to it, or so I belief, as it is dissolving currently and only moving forward and upward.
Dreamed about sexmagnet. I'm seeking the challenge and am just doing it. calibration is also something more solidifying. In the end its like an river, being alpha and the such. I realize now and feel somewhat overwhelmed with an slight sadness but own this from an loving perspective. Like an shimmering essence.
Feminism is an unnecessary concern. AM's internal focus. It doesn't change the dating game at all. If so, I remain unaffected. I'm secure in myself to seduce through presence and eye contact.
Music also seems to activate my root chakra in certain ways. I can be very tired, but one song seems to trigger some primal stuff in me, causing me to become very leading, dominant and sexual, aswell as disregard everything but setting my frame with all falling in. If not, its of no concern.
many random flashbacks.
Push/pull. Not going all out at once but holding the frame. By keeping it minimal the tension remains up. It also show character. Teasing and at times denying things instead of being free giving pleasing. pleasing isnt equal to neediness, it might aswell be an way of dominance without giving an fuck. An healthy detachment. Makes me more attitude-ish. Like, knowing you own her in that way yet unafraid to lose or anything, simply because it doesnt exist and puts the locus of power back internal. Im getting really decisive now and just doing it. flow.
Feeling slightly predatory in my needs currently, like I hunt for those in my direct environment in an way. Not denying my needs in that, like "i need multiple bedpartners"but will not castrate or whatever for taht matter. another limiting thought and feeling crushed.
Powerfull and secure, reduction in fear, shame and guilt, tho some patterns are still there aswell as some beliefs around some stuff such as relationships and what not. Something deep ingrained. Will dissolve long thew way. right now I feel myself already moving beyond everything, some strong attitude and temper around everything, an certain sureness.
I'm gravitating more towards chaos and raw nature/life. My carelessness is increasing aswell around certain stuff, almost anti-social. The sseek the chal;lenge programming in its ways. testing the waters with 100% conviction and urge/impulse. urgency.
Agreements and certain reactions from me I begint o detest. Like, |I'm pointing out what irks me and its just urgh, Definitely change. As if on the Crossroads and all is burned, changed, abandoned. My value getting to high.
reduced urge to write/journal.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus