Lots of memories from my childhood surfacing including flashbacks. I also seem to get in touch with my child side which is progress. Also am unphased by people judging, it doesnt mean shit to me, aswell as seeing how few people actual take responsibility for themseves while lots of people go all external blame and stuff. Powerfull to realize I am in full control yet dont have to at the same time.
Something other has awakened in my aswell in terms of being sexual, like an fire ignited. Im having sex cravings aswell as becoming more arrogant and vey dominant and not giving an fuck at all. yesterday when meeting up with some people I outright ignored and showed disinterest and it made them very uncomfortable, felt very high value and just powerfull forcefull in presence. I socially flow really easy lately and just talk. I can't place the feeling of what it is, only that it is alpha.
More inclined to succeed in self sufficiency in terms of financials and life itself. Being high value in all areas, fucking women, yet dont give much of an shit right now about them. There is still some neediness in me which causes and stirrs up some anxiety and clouds my mind but I see myself with multiple women at the same time. Pretty non emotional as I write this.
My presence seem to be noticed, no matter what I say or do, in some way I easily hook up girls, like knowing eachother for years and stuff, almost as if I naturally shift and succeed in the deal. Clearly the sub doing its thing. Also, there is no area that is excluded to meet women/girls. All is possible, may it be tinder, chats, on the Streets, whatever. No exclusion.
Something other has awakened in my aswell in terms of being sexual, like an fire ignited. Im having sex cravings aswell as becoming more arrogant and vey dominant and not giving an fuck at all. yesterday when meeting up with some people I outright ignored and showed disinterest and it made them very uncomfortable, felt very high value and just powerfull forcefull in presence. I socially flow really easy lately and just talk. I can't place the feeling of what it is, only that it is alpha.
More inclined to succeed in self sufficiency in terms of financials and life itself. Being high value in all areas, fucking women, yet dont give much of an shit right now about them. There is still some neediness in me which causes and stirrs up some anxiety and clouds my mind but I see myself with multiple women at the same time. Pretty non emotional as I write this.
My presence seem to be noticed, no matter what I say or do, in some way I easily hook up girls, like knowing eachother for years and stuff, almost as if I naturally shift and succeed in the deal. Clearly the sub doing its thing. Also, there is no area that is excluded to meet women/girls. All is possible, may it be tinder, chats, on the Streets, whatever. No exclusion.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus