Wondering if my voice is hypnotic as the girl I slept with fell in trance on my voice like she never did before. Also suspecting I am working her sexual triggers.
People qualify themselves by asking for advice. Also realisation instead of theory that I shouldnt ask but lead, sucking her and people in my frame. I don't really care. Not being indifferent but when people expect you to lead. Sort of oblivious to that.
More dominant through presence.
Still getting paranoid but know fucking multiple girls is mine. Paranoia roots in overanalyzing.
The subs eems to make come in contact with my softer side and spoke with someone today about it. Its like all those weaknesses surface one after another. Becoming all needy and soft feeling, almost the opposite and just an bit whiney and very affectionate.
Porn ruins for me, real experience is way better, and looking at porn makes me feel lower value.
Had an reality shift today which was Obvious. external reality switched almost, everythign was different suddenly, like my perception on people and teh traffic.
getting eye fucked pretty much lately, smiles yet this feels all so natural.
People qualify themselves by asking for advice. Also realisation instead of theory that I shouldnt ask but lead, sucking her and people in my frame. I don't really care. Not being indifferent but when people expect you to lead. Sort of oblivious to that.
More dominant through presence.
Still getting paranoid but know fucking multiple girls is mine. Paranoia roots in overanalyzing.
The subs eems to make come in contact with my softer side and spoke with someone today about it. Its like all those weaknesses surface one after another. Becoming all needy and soft feeling, almost the opposite and just an bit whiney and very affectionate.
Porn ruins for me, real experience is way better, and looking at porn makes me feel lower value.
Had an reality shift today which was Obvious. external reality switched almost, everythign was different suddenly, like my perception on people and teh traffic.
getting eye fucked pretty much lately, smiles yet this feels all so natural.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus