Got the flu I suppose, feeling all weak and stuff. Also realize that I'm getting in contact with my softer side only to transcend it and going beyiond, becoming more fully realized. Not happy with the flu as it feels like time wasting.
Thoughts on becoming apex predator, tribe leader, dominance. How I will leave the old stuff behind and it feels like the beta inside of me is dying. I'm also growing more indifferent and self-actualisation and development is central, not women. I can't stand weakness in myself. I'm feeling different. Leaving the old program behind and becoming more alpha. In ways I don't really care anymore about alpha.
The approach stuff from stage 2 is less apparent. I'm easily chatting and in the moment but some part of me can't be bothered. Something to dig deep in to as I want to have the full spectrum. Had thoughts about control and letting control of that and being just present. Control is abstract.
Thoughts on becoming apex predator, tribe leader, dominance. How I will leave the old stuff behind and it feels like the beta inside of me is dying. I'm also growing more indifferent and self-actualisation and development is central, not women. I can't stand weakness in myself. I'm feeling different. Leaving the old program behind and becoming more alpha. In ways I don't really care anymore about alpha.
The approach stuff from stage 2 is less apparent. I'm easily chatting and in the moment but some part of me can't be bothered. Something to dig deep in to as I want to have the full spectrum. Had thoughts about control and letting control of that and being just present. Control is abstract.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus