Yeah, thats fine by me currently yet I'm still divided in ideas.
I have 4 girls chasing me online now, and it shows that abundance makes them even go more wild about me, one even wanted to know im single, the other 3 went all sexual and teasing and stuff, just because I putted up an picture. Im feeling asertive in it and don't care really, even tiring to be honest. One of them threw her nummer almost in my face, its like groupies that go wild over an rockstar person or something. I feel cold and relaxed, just calm. Not sure if it is because of the aura and what not. Theyre like little drooling puppies. One of them is pretty cute tho. She guessed me older through my writing but not through picture, around 29 while Im 26. so she guessed me 3 years older based on writing. chatted her up a bit, has an roommate, lives on her own and stuff, it just flowed. Other guys showed very muich jelous behaviour, trying to win attention and it was just sad. Like their attempts dont phase me and its an stark cold reality, almost like an hunger games cage fight. They bascially sabotaged themselves in it all, ridiculous. I feel an shift in my thinking aswell currently. I used to be like that.
pretty submissive yet I didnt go sexual at all, no overt showing but more being an rock kind of thing, like I'm the prize, work for it.
The neediness I had with one girl is totally gone this time, like I dont give a fuck if I lose any of them.
At work an older lady was all smiling, made eye contact and looked many times and locked eyes, even bited her lip. Its crazy. did chat with her close in her presence and just rolled with it, teasing an bit and what not, put get also more slightly paranoid it seems. I felt some attraction going on aswell with this women.
Confidence spikes. last day of stage 2 tomorrow.
Oh, I also enjoy music more and develop some other tastes. its great. Total uncaring freedom and abundance. Its absolutely great stuff. No pressure at all. realzing my fullness in all areas, its an breaking off from the prison and rather and total abundance in life itself.
I have 4 girls chasing me online now, and it shows that abundance makes them even go more wild about me, one even wanted to know im single, the other 3 went all sexual and teasing and stuff, just because I putted up an picture. Im feeling asertive in it and don't care really, even tiring to be honest. One of them threw her nummer almost in my face, its like groupies that go wild over an rockstar person or something. I feel cold and relaxed, just calm. Not sure if it is because of the aura and what not. Theyre like little drooling puppies. One of them is pretty cute tho. She guessed me older through my writing but not through picture, around 29 while Im 26. so she guessed me 3 years older based on writing. chatted her up a bit, has an roommate, lives on her own and stuff, it just flowed. Other guys showed very muich jelous behaviour, trying to win attention and it was just sad. Like their attempts dont phase me and its an stark cold reality, almost like an hunger games cage fight. They bascially sabotaged themselves in it all, ridiculous. I feel an shift in my thinking aswell currently. I used to be like that.
pretty submissive yet I didnt go sexual at all, no overt showing but more being an rock kind of thing, like I'm the prize, work for it.
The neediness I had with one girl is totally gone this time, like I dont give a fuck if I lose any of them.
At work an older lady was all smiling, made eye contact and looked many times and locked eyes, even bited her lip. Its crazy. did chat with her close in her presence and just rolled with it, teasing an bit and what not, put get also more slightly paranoid it seems. I felt some attraction going on aswell with this women.
Confidence spikes. last day of stage 2 tomorrow.
Oh, I also enjoy music more and develop some other tastes. its great. Total uncaring freedom and abundance. Its absolutely great stuff. No pressure at all. realzing my fullness in all areas, its an breaking off from the prison and rather and total abundance in life itself.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus