Had some nice moment with an 7/10. Opened her pretty easy. She was very receptive and talked lots. felt an great Chemistry and getting seductive moment by moment. Nice eyes aswell. It was like we created this moment while there was an row at the checkout. Some other women butt-displayed. Did not look away or anything, did watch carefully even like "okay, yeah its in my field" Did somewhat calm down aswell when waiting in an conscious manner.
At work made some eye contact with an girl. green eyes, kinda resting like expression, almost like an bitch face at times. She seemed distant but opened more afterwards, like made multiple eye contact moments when coming close. its not all about eye contact tho. Some fear is released, at work I went stress through the roof. Like, something big came up and made me conflicting. Said that she came fairly close eventually and this caused an big defense reaction from her side while being playfull from my side.
Another female at work went all angry about an situation but normally I would be affected by it. now i could hold easily eye contact while she raged on.
This sub stage makes me very off balance I think. One side I am confident but its covered or something. One side I am aware, but the other side is just crap feeling and massive messed upness.
I speak automatically. Its like I lost control over my voice and speak up directly as if the sub takes over my speech. Was an bit suprised when this happened, can only imagine this might increase. my voice seems different aswell and changing. Also see girls more as an event now instead of being something out of my reality if its that? I also socialize far more easy. found myself chatting with some people and thinking "who are those people?" haha. Disagreeing and just chatting up and sticking to my points feels also more socially healthy.
My taste in women also changes and my ratings aswell. there wasnother more dark haired girl, curly hair who stood out for some reason. Like its rather the vibe she pulled off. Had another thought today about only approaching hot women.
Im right now in an social high. Pick up easily parts instead of being vaguely complimenting but hooking in what stands out or something.
At work made some eye contact with an girl. green eyes, kinda resting like expression, almost like an bitch face at times. She seemed distant but opened more afterwards, like made multiple eye contact moments when coming close. its not all about eye contact tho. Some fear is released, at work I went stress through the roof. Like, something big came up and made me conflicting. Said that she came fairly close eventually and this caused an big defense reaction from her side while being playfull from my side.
Another female at work went all angry about an situation but normally I would be affected by it. now i could hold easily eye contact while she raged on.
This sub stage makes me very off balance I think. One side I am confident but its covered or something. One side I am aware, but the other side is just crap feeling and massive messed upness.
I speak automatically. Its like I lost control over my voice and speak up directly as if the sub takes over my speech. Was an bit suprised when this happened, can only imagine this might increase. my voice seems different aswell and changing. Also see girls more as an event now instead of being something out of my reality if its that? I also socialize far more easy. found myself chatting with some people and thinking "who are those people?" haha. Disagreeing and just chatting up and sticking to my points feels also more socially healthy.
My taste in women also changes and my ratings aswell. there wasnother more dark haired girl, curly hair who stood out for some reason. Like its rather the vibe she pulled off. Had another thought today about only approaching hot women.
Im right now in an social high. Pick up easily parts instead of being vaguely complimenting but hooking in what stands out or something.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus