had some massive anger yesterday which translated into my body shaking and wanting to tear the environment apart. I did not hide it, its was very strong, made me almost grind my teeth. I did notice that this anger did not caused me to turn away eye contact, but rather giving people strong looks and destroyed caring when talking. It was more genuine probably, driven by pure anger, not giving an fuck about the other persons feelings, more free in an way tho stress levels went through the roof. It did made me more dominant and real, when being this angry and bulldozering over her frame. made me somehow feel like I reduced her? Strange.
came across MGTOW/red pill stuff which caused an internal shift and insight in how betas dont value their time, go directly for the compliment and qualify themselves to women. This stuff is more subtle, more on the bodylanguage and action level instead of obvious praising. An turning tables kind of thing, holding of the boat and all that jazz. Setting the frame instead of being sucked into hers. Being not so available and holding ones time and mission into focus.
Pulled through with some obsessions and how it is rooted in fear.
My social anxiety has been reduced dramatically and I cant remember what it was, its like no longer in my mind. Moving on kind off. Stage 2 seems to focus on self validation, confidence, socilizing and rising myself up further.
Also, cesar milan the dog whisperer has some great stuff to learn from. have an women messaging me again which did contact me before I runned this sub and tbh, I dont have time for her. She didnt resp[ect me to begin with and such behaviour should not be rewarded but punished. like trained. I see it all around me, "guys" who put the pussy on the pedestal and giving "their girl" space, instead of punishing her and not putting up with her shit. No wonder their life goes to shit, degrade those Princesses, giving their women power over them to end up being their lapdog. Its just sad and humiliating to withness.
came across MGTOW/red pill stuff which caused an internal shift and insight in how betas dont value their time, go directly for the compliment and qualify themselves to women. This stuff is more subtle, more on the bodylanguage and action level instead of obvious praising. An turning tables kind of thing, holding of the boat and all that jazz. Setting the frame instead of being sucked into hers. Being not so available and holding ones time and mission into focus.
Pulled through with some obsessions and how it is rooted in fear.
My social anxiety has been reduced dramatically and I cant remember what it was, its like no longer in my mind. Moving on kind off. Stage 2 seems to focus on self validation, confidence, socilizing and rising myself up further.
Also, cesar milan the dog whisperer has some great stuff to learn from. have an women messaging me again which did contact me before I runned this sub and tbh, I dont have time for her. She didnt resp[ect me to begin with and such behaviour should not be rewarded but punished. like trained. I see it all around me, "guys" who put the pussy on the pedestal and giving "their girl" space, instead of punishing her and not putting up with her shit. No wonder their life goes to shit, degrade those Princesses, giving their women power over them to end up being their lapdog. Its just sad and humiliating to withness.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus