Hit some rage today and had anger surface. Some memory popped up from my childhood that might´ve been an block since then which now feels lifted. Good. Breakthrough. I only grow more and more. Not going to write more as I feel writing might cause me to revert in ways. feeling more free and open. It clear that some fears held-hold me back which are based on nothing but internal state and past experiences.
Read more from Blackdragons book and about mission and money and how it ´should´be approached as an lifestyle which clicked. being independent and being self/sufficient in all areas of my life eventually. Its an process, not an goal. Incorporating and responsibility.
Also Im getting more aggressive and my presence feels increasingly intense. Danger as being something coming with it instead of being nice guy. More sweary.
Read more from Blackdragons book and about mission and money and how it ´should´be approached as an lifestyle which clicked. being independent and being self/sufficient in all areas of my life eventually. Its an process, not an goal. Incorporating and responsibility.
Also Im getting more aggressive and my presence feels increasingly intense. Danger as being something coming with it instead of being nice guy. More sweary.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus