stage 2 day 5
Manifestation has begun. Seeing way more attractive women in my area and AM makes me solely pay attention to them. the rest is blocked out. My eye contact is strong yet I dont care. Looking in my own eyes in the mirror i notice some strong force, like its very intense, yet I experience it almost as empty at times.
Im not fully open yet and could escalate with an women who was sniffing my arm and did it multiple times and even asked it, it was Obvious. made some short talk with other people. Women are just normal now, I dont care really about them any more, getting my shit done and no time for them. Some look at me first from afar and then look down and smile submissively like they sense my subconscious or something.the women at the fragrance store almost claimed the attention while I approached some hotter girls there, like jumping to the front and being all over me. Could hug and kiss close but didnt.
Social anxiety has reduced massively, signed up for the gym, made eye contact with the woman behond the desk.
I dont feel much right now, dont care much right now. reduction in negative selftalk is strong aswell. Am taking the lead more and people like to be chatted up.
Some side thoughts. Dont ask permission nor seek validation. be the leader and fuck societal programming. I dont give a shit if its out there and people arent used to it. I know Im still having issues to work on, like I seem to hesitate still. Be in the lead and dont let her set the frame. By doing so it shows. Also by agreeing with them it shows an lack of time value.
Notice the blond girl at the hairdresser was attracted due her bodylanguage. My eyes kept solid as fuck when shifting to the dark girl next to her, locking eyes, It was like I penetrated hers and she smiled, like it triggered her.
I simply dont care and am slight annoyed for some reason, like more hostile. Anxiety is much more under control and wont let it dominate me.
Manifestation has begun. Seeing way more attractive women in my area and AM makes me solely pay attention to them. the rest is blocked out. My eye contact is strong yet I dont care. Looking in my own eyes in the mirror i notice some strong force, like its very intense, yet I experience it almost as empty at times.
Im not fully open yet and could escalate with an women who was sniffing my arm and did it multiple times and even asked it, it was Obvious. made some short talk with other people. Women are just normal now, I dont care really about them any more, getting my shit done and no time for them. Some look at me first from afar and then look down and smile submissively like they sense my subconscious or something.the women at the fragrance store almost claimed the attention while I approached some hotter girls there, like jumping to the front and being all over me. Could hug and kiss close but didnt.
Social anxiety has reduced massively, signed up for the gym, made eye contact with the woman behond the desk.
I dont feel much right now, dont care much right now. reduction in negative selftalk is strong aswell. Am taking the lead more and people like to be chatted up.
Some side thoughts. Dont ask permission nor seek validation. be the leader and fuck societal programming. I dont give a shit if its out there and people arent used to it. I know Im still having issues to work on, like I seem to hesitate still. Be in the lead and dont let her set the frame. By doing so it shows. Also by agreeing with them it shows an lack of time value.
Notice the blond girl at the hairdresser was attracted due her bodylanguage. My eyes kept solid as fuck when shifting to the dark girl next to her, locking eyes, It was like I penetrated hers and she smiled, like it triggered her.
I simply dont care and am slight annoyed for some reason, like more hostile. Anxiety is much more under control and wont let it dominate me.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus