01-24-2016, 05:26 AM
Again, more is digged up. Im rethinking the people i hang with and how one just pisses me off currently. I called off to hang out just to do some personal things, but the guy keeps asking If I will hang out. Its an matter of time before the sub will override the inhibitions that surface. Like, wasnt I being clear or something. It feels pretty disrespectfull and testing. Im done, I dont care about the outcome or if I come off rude now.
Its killing me inside how Im holding myself back of this due to irrational outcome. I lived without them before so why do I get hung up on this? There is stuff to be dealt with and currently be dealt with. I feel it.
Further more my voice has gotten deeper. Today i saw the sub in action around people and it was refreshing to see how much it influences behaviour and subconscious communication around people. Its getting more obvious.
Im gravitating towards cutting out substances like coffee and rejoining the gym. Im feeling really attractive today aswell.
Its killing me inside how Im holding myself back of this due to irrational outcome. I lived without them before so why do I get hung up on this? There is stuff to be dealt with and currently be dealt with. I feel it.
Further more my voice has gotten deeper. Today i saw the sub in action around people and it was refreshing to see how much it influences behaviour and subconscious communication around people. Its getting more obvious.
Im gravitating towards cutting out substances like coffee and rejoining the gym. Im feeling really attractive today aswell.