12-22-2014, 09:21 PM
Results, but hardly something I would expect from a 6 month commitment. Sounds too much like: "Sorry, but the princess is in another castle" (a Super Mario reference). The resistances and the price I've paid in regards to my loss of motivation (below) and days of feeling tired were not worth the results I've had. The worst part is that I've fallen off my purpose, which I'm certain will return after I get some motivation back.
Stage 6, Day 25,
Anyways, I'm extremely unmotivated, back to the level it was during high school, when I simply played video games all day. I know that because I did nothing except hang out with my family and play video games for a large chunk of the day. I'm probably going to be a few pounds heavier by the end of the winter break.
I'm going along with this wave, even postponing my pMemory course and other little things until I have some degree of drive or motivation. I've got practically none of it.
I have to, no, NEED, to run an Alpha Male program again.
There have been small glimpses of what's possible, in terms of the high level stuff.
My visions are about how my body looks, the way it's poised. Then there's the women I'm with, where I live, and the money in my life.
My thoughts right now are to run Alpha Male twice in a row, then MAYBE Woman Magnet, and then BAMM until I reach the goal.
I want to be 100% certain that women like ME, and not the money I'm making, which is why I'm hesitant about BAMM right afterwards.
Stage 6, Day 25,
Anyways, I'm extremely unmotivated, back to the level it was during high school, when I simply played video games all day. I know that because I did nothing except hang out with my family and play video games for a large chunk of the day. I'm probably going to be a few pounds heavier by the end of the winter break.
I'm going along with this wave, even postponing my pMemory course and other little things until I have some degree of drive or motivation. I've got practically none of it.
I have to, no, NEED, to run an Alpha Male program again.
There have been small glimpses of what's possible, in terms of the high level stuff.
My visions are about how my body looks, the way it's poised. Then there's the women I'm with, where I live, and the money in my life.
My thoughts right now are to run Alpha Male twice in a row, then MAYBE Woman Magnet, and then BAMM until I reach the goal.
I want to be 100% certain that women like ME, and not the money I'm making, which is why I'm hesitant about BAMM right afterwards.
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