12-02-2014, 10:58 PM
Stage 6, Day 5
The only thing woman-wise is that I saw a hot/cute asian girl on the way to class; I just didn't want to say something, possibly because it was dark out and I didn't want to freak her out, but definitely because I jerked it 2 hours beforehand. Tmi, I know. Sex drive is rising, but there's no real desire to focus it on women, so I wind up stewing in it until I can't take it.
I did a presentation with my group, and later we find out that the assignment was graded rather low, low enough to cause real concern about how I approach my final exam. I need a 60% mark to pass the class, which is very feasible if I focus and study. My other major class, I can pass with 50% (in this class, you need a 65% average to pass).
With that, I'll be keeping my head down for the next week, until I'm done the 2 major exams. After that, I'll go gung-ho with the woman stuff. Passing all my classesis my only option.
After hearing about the low mark, I bought a six pack, drank two, bought PSTEC Cascade Release, and ran it on "I'm a failure". Huge relief. Then, with the remaining negative feeling, I used "I'm a victim", which took care of the rest.
Later tonight, I was running it on "I'm dumb and lazy". I can't give personalized results for each sentence, but I'm now very motivated to study more my finals, and I already studied 5 hours after my last class.
I'd like to use some statements related to women, and clearing up these little mistakes related to not approaching and so on.
Off to bed now! Oh, and lunch date on Thursday (same girl as before).
The only thing woman-wise is that I saw a hot/cute asian girl on the way to class; I just didn't want to say something, possibly because it was dark out and I didn't want to freak her out, but definitely because I jerked it 2 hours beforehand. Tmi, I know. Sex drive is rising, but there's no real desire to focus it on women, so I wind up stewing in it until I can't take it.
I did a presentation with my group, and later we find out that the assignment was graded rather low, low enough to cause real concern about how I approach my final exam. I need a 60% mark to pass the class, which is very feasible if I focus and study. My other major class, I can pass with 50% (in this class, you need a 65% average to pass).
With that, I'll be keeping my head down for the next week, until I'm done the 2 major exams. After that, I'll go gung-ho with the woman stuff. Passing all my classesis my only option.
After hearing about the low mark, I bought a six pack, drank two, bought PSTEC Cascade Release, and ran it on "I'm a failure". Huge relief. Then, with the remaining negative feeling, I used "I'm a victim", which took care of the rest.
Later tonight, I was running it on "I'm dumb and lazy". I can't give personalized results for each sentence, but I'm now very motivated to study more my finals, and I already studied 5 hours after my last class.
I'd like to use some statements related to women, and clearing up these little mistakes related to not approaching and so on.
Off to bed now! Oh, and lunch date on Thursday (same girl as before).
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